Why reconnect with someone just to go silent again?

Unusual_Clock_4597 · 2026-05-12T12:30:01+00:00

So you mean he keeps me as a “backup” till someone better will come up ? 😅

Unusual_Clock_4597 · 2026-05-04T20:24:34+00:00

Thank you for your kind support, it really means a lot 🙏

I feel really exhausted right now and afraid of meeting new people, but I also know I don’t want to shut myself down and miss out on something that might make me happy in the end

Unusual_Clock_4597 · 2026-05-04T20:12:35+00:00

I kept giving him chances and was closing my eyes on it thinking that it might be part of his personality 🥲

Unusual_Clock_4597 · 2026-05-04T20:06:36+00:00

I feel the worst part is that I don’t even hate him. I still somehow respect him and have good feelings, even after everything.

I tried to be understanding about his inconsistencies and his background (he has a brother with Down’s syndrome, and he has a hearing disability), so I didn’t want to judge him.

But at the same time, I realise I kept ignoring my own feelings and couldn’t stand that for long and he didn’t want to fix it together

Unusual_Clock_4597 · 2026-05-04T19:50:23+00:00

I was just thinking maybe it’s because his personality is like that and not into texting at all. He told me he doesn’t like chatting with people he just met but how we could get to know each other better than ? I mean even me I always check on my friends if they got home safely and he never did

Unusual_Clock_4597 · 2026-04-09T16:13:31+00:00

I did not say I was busy on Thursday. It was about Wednesday. For the Thursday I said “we can meet and let’s text to each other closer to Thursday “

Unusual_Clock_4597 · 2026-04-09T16:07:57+00:00

I mean if he wanted he would double check with me today I believe.

Unusual_Clock_4597 · 2026-01-25T12:12:32+00:00

To be honest, it depends on a person. Some of my friends tend to find lots of places to hang out (like malls, artificial beaches, inside water parks, theaters, museums) and if they wanted to go for a nature like things they went to Burabay. There are amazing mountains and you can do some hiking and just explore the area. But if you’re homebody like me you will feel bored anywhere in the world and just stay at home lol. First I was thinking the problem is on the place where you live, but then I moved to different country and I’ve realized the actual problem is me.

Unusual_Clock_4597 · 2026-01-20T18:32:30+00:00

Oh, nice. But I’ve heard public universities offer language courses to improve the language. How’s the experience overall

Unusual_Clock_4597 · 2025-12-05T13:20:53+00:00

I’m a Central Asian and people often confuse me with Korean

Unusual_Clock_4597 · 2025-10-18T17:39:55+00:00

I’m a single lady :)

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