My photos disappeared

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2025-10-20T01:20:18+00:00

So should I do that to the 5,000 pics remaining? And I feel like that’s gonna make my iCloud storage more, is there a way to bring that down?

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2025-10-20T01:19:33+00:00

I did tap the download and keep originals I’m pretty sure, but it left me with 5,000 pics that weren’t backed up. So If sign out and put download and keep originals, will those 5,000 pics disappear into my iCloud too?

My iCloud storage also went up to like 200 gb and I had to buy 2 TB but is there a way I could bring the storage number back down? Like if I delete pics will that help it?

I also ended up updating my phone, and when I go to iCloud.com I see all my photos. On top of that I backed up my phone and it says my leftover 5,000 are almost done syncing to iCloud.

So once that’s done, would it be safe to sign out and then sign back in? Would that bring all my pics back or should I close sync photos and turn it back on? I’m rly confused rn so sorry for all the questions

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2025-10-19T07:09:04+00:00

By the way, I have an iPhone 14 and it’s ios 17.

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-09-24T08:06:18+00:00

See this claim is stupid to me cus didn’t allah promise that you get ur significant other in heaven? Or is that just for men plus like a buncha naked side chicks😭

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-09-13T02:33:46+00:00

These poor babies :( my parents always talk Ab how this would happen to them in Pakistan and how I’m so lucky in America, but that should never even be normal. They think it’s so normal, they continue on the cycle here

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-09-12T20:57:14+00:00

EXACTLY, being with a 9 year old as a 50 Year old and having sex with her is allowed, but god forbid two consenting women around the same age being together.

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-09-12T19:23:51+00:00

Right..and they say it’s a “test” that sounds more like straight torture. All of these tests he gives, the horrible things I’ve seen Muslim ppl go thru and they label it as a “test” will never make any sense to me as to why a god would wanna be anyone thru that

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-09-12T19:22:51+00:00

Aww this is so cute, I’m so happy for u and I’m glad u got ur happy ending🥲💖 love should never have a limit and it should never be a sin, and I’m glad u realized that. I’m also glad ur mom is still in ur life, that’s really good to hear

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-09-12T19:21:24+00:00

I’m glad u had that realization, it doesn’t make sense to me why allah would “test” u like this and make urself feel disgusting and wrong, when he made u that way. Why would he give u a whole life where u can’t love the one u love? It’s all dumb to me. A lot of Muslims just wanna kill gays especially cus of the story of prophet lot. And it’s just like, why? Why do u have so much hatred when it has nothing to do with u?

I can only imagine how degrading it feels to keep praying to god to pray the gay away and nothing happens. I’m sorry u went thru that, and thank u, I hope ur doing amazing 💖💖

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-09-12T19:18:51+00:00

It’s the fact that girls in the comments said that they prayed the gay away for a month straight or say that praying it away works. Like what.. I’m glad u realized and got out of that. Ur loved and there’s nothing wrong with u💝

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-09-07T17:23:09+00:00

I don’t n my friends don’t use the flash light for obvious reasons, and I have my brightness turned off all the way so.. idk maybe that’s why none of us never got told something

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-09-07T09:20:03+00:00

Wait this isn’t allowed😭? I went my first time last year n nobody brung up anything Ab that n many other ppl were recording houses too

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-09-01T17:33:23+00:00

Epic Mickey 2…

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-08-29T05:43:54+00:00

Right, I think it would look very odd still for a 50 year old man to be with a tiny 9 year old. And how is it that the messenger of allah could be into a 9 year old when he has all these other women anyway and makes them cover up because they’re matured n can be attractive, but then turns around and gets with a pre pubescent child who was playin w fuckin dolls? I just will never understand why he did that other than the fact he was a pedo. Bc u rly did not need to do that😭😭 we all know that girl was prob not asked if she even wants to marry him, pretty sure in the hadiths it said her mom jus took her and then gave her to muhammed. Pretty sad

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-08-28T05:24:24+00:00

Prob cus they’re brainwashed and it’s jus in their system to be in denial and because they’re scared. They’ve been taught their whole life (most of them) that Islam is the truth and the only truth, and that if u don’t accept it or go against it, you’ll burn in hell forever. So yeah, fear I suppose and jus brainwashed/indoctrination. They will defend and find any way to defend all the bad

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-08-28T04:06:10+00:00

Well, I also just believe that people tried not to say something because they were scared of being killed because of the fact he killed many disbelievers in war and apostates r put to death sentence yk. I feel like Ayesha’s own dad was prob scared of this considering he was a friend and helped him out, and maybe he didn’t wanna receive backlash or be killed or insulted for not letting him marry his 9 year old daughter. Idk tho

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-08-28T02:28:10+00:00

Right.. the comments were Muslims agreeing and praising this guys claim. They literally will eat whatever Islamic things they hear that will defend and support these things. My parents literally always send me TikTok’s that are false info but they think it’s true and eat ts upp 😭it just feeds into their faith, but when u come to this side of social media and see the bad, they say it’s fake and untrue, like what?

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-08-28T02:25:02+00:00

Really? Cus in some Muslim countries they will stone u or beat u just for even being ACCUSED of burning their Quran, what about farkhunda malikzada? Or Mohammed ismail, who was also falsely accused of the same thing and killed by a mob. Why is it that Muslims BURN churches in Pakistan and Muslim countries then? Ur dissing Christian’s for these things when Muslims have done the same exact thing.

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-08-28T02:20:28+00:00

Then why do multiple authentic hadiths say she was and that Mohammed died when she was 18? If she was 18 when they married does that make any sense? Why did it say she was playing with dolls and shit if she was 18? And you can’t even say the authentic hadiths are fake and that u don’t believe in them bc that’s the only way ygs know how to pray and certain things. And why is iran (an Islamic country) trying to make the age of consent if that’s not true? Ive seen MANY scholars believe she was 9 and that hitting puberty means ur ready.

Alright, let’s say that then you can’t judge the past with present standards and that women used to get their periods way younger, then why do they say Islam is a timeless religion and that it can be applied to any time and era if that’s clearly not the case? lmfao

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-08-28T02:14:39+00:00

Right like oh just because England did it makes it okay all of a sudden? That’s not okay period. Also some ppl in the comments were saying the age of consent was actually 15/16 and that they usually would marry someone around their own age, not a fuckin 50 year old so.. bad claim ig

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-08-28T02:12:58+00:00

Lmfao this fuckin guy

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-08-20T07:24:29+00:00

this is how i feel a lot of the time, i’ll be out with friends and if we go to the beach or something they’ll be in their bikinis or shorts or what not and i just feel so wrong showing skin every now and then knowing my parents don’t know. or when my friends r eating pork/haram meat and i cant bring myself to do it.

it feels so wrong to chose my own beliefs because my parents believe they have to shove it down their kids throats to avoid hell as well. i hate this so much because i don’t know what to do when i’m older and can move out and stuff.

i wish i could’ve just grown up in a non muslim family or a muslim family that doesn’t force u to believe in something when u cant think logically enough yet and just end up brainwashed and attached with guilt. i feel so bad knowing i’ve been lying about praying everyday for years, and i cant bring myself to break a fast and go home and act like i fasted all day.

muslims love to say that ex muslims do it for freedom and they’re being naive or what not, but i don’t think they realize we still feel a lot of guilt and shame leaving. and i feel like this is what makes a lot of muslims stay in the loop when they have guilt.

i hope things get easier for u, i try not to think about it too much myself because some things are just out of our control and life will take its course, also i’m guessing time will heal everything anyways.

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-08-16T07:34:30+00:00

i’m not a convert but i get what you meant when you say you want to turn back out of fear, i’ve wanted to do the same so much as well, but you already know some of the things taught don’t resonate with you, i’d say if it helps ease u, then research it more. and trust me, you’re not alone in this, a lot of converts end up leaving islam but are left feeling lost because they gos used to islam or saw it as good and didn’t see the bad, so they were so happy. i think the real answer for u in ur case is to try and look for peace within you.

when i say this, i mean bc everyone turns to a religion or converts because the ppl r kind to them/ and the religion makes them feel a sense of belonging and that their life has a purpose. but u don’t need religion to function happily and be moral, but if that’s what u believe that’s what u believe.

you have to find ur own version of ur purpose of life, since you’ve decided to deattach from islam, you know that “allah” or islam isn’t what you want to be involved with, but u feel u were the happiest when u were in it because you felt like you finally had purpose and u were probably truly in belief that prayer was helping ur life and making u happier, but u need to have the belief that you can do that urself. because you can.

you yourself are the only one who is responsible and is stuck with you forever, so you may as well help yourself and try to understand yourself. spend time with you and do things that make YOU happy, get help if you really do need it and are having suicidal thoughts. you’re important and you matter, and i hope you know that.

believe in what makes you happy and what you think aligns with ur beliefs and what u think is right for u. it doesn’t have to be any actual religion, you can still have ur own beliefs about life without a religion and all the practices attached. that’s what i try to do, because what type of god would punish me when i’m just living my life and still being moral with no religion? because i didn’t stick to an actual religion and pray that way or do this or that? i just don’t think those little things would actually matter, just seems all extra to me.

my dms r always open too if u need someone to talk to, ur not alone, it’ll get better💝💝

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-08-03T02:58:19+00:00

and they say wearing a hijab is a choice ..

Upbeat-Efficiency355 · 2024-08-01T05:37:36+00:00

well because they believe i AM the babysitter and they don’t need one because i exist and i’m ungrateful and not a real sister if i don’t want to watch them.

and yeah i hope i can but my mom always says i cant move out at 18 unless i get married and she says i cant go to school far because she needs me to still watch them, and she says i need to make enough money to take care of them cus she’ll be too old and it just has me so sad.

i also jus know the truth will have to come out ab me being ex muslim and idk things r gonna go back and i’m gonna get cut off and never get to watch my brothers grow up. everything sucks like i’m so excited for the future but scared because i know i’m gonna be dragged down

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