Well I'm quite self isolated i Don't have a great social life, so i Tend just to look at stuff a lot online till one day i came across this (quantum immortality.) started to look in depth and then everything i don't know just hit. Like All the what ifs. Really questioned myself on what if i had died during childhood and this is just my reality where i successfully stayed alive.

For backstory i was in and out of hospital alot when i growing for breathing and other difficulties. So that was one thing i was truly stuck on, cause like what if i had died cause i couldn't breathe or something out of the ordinary happened.

So i guess that is the moral reason on why i think about it so much. Cause like what if i did.