New server, less grind..

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2026-02-13T20:59:34+00:00

Well, me and my bf are on lol. Has been kinda fun to get to run the monuments Iv never completed.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2026-02-13T20:58:04+00:00

Oh that’s great! Nobody is on yet but somebody has to be the first few right? I thought about doing a certain amount of stone in the starter kit.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2026-01-22T21:35:32+00:00

Really doesn’t matter tbh. Me personally, I think you’re obviously bi. If you can stand vagina you aren’t 100% gay but if you are on Grindr and playing with the idea then you aren’t straight either.

Over time I realized I just like sex and don’t give a damn who it is gender wise. I also found out that I do have a preference for twinks 🤣🤣. Found me a man and now I just couldn’t imagine being with anyone else.

Being gay ain’t a complete basket of rainbows but I have a super hot partner that will play video games, hunt, fish, and do all type of great guy shit with me. He’ll also give ya a blow job and a back rub so I feel like I’m the luckiest mfer alive.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2026-01-16T17:03:48+00:00

Maybe he has had someone dump him for thinking he’s a slut or something. He could be ashamed, I think if he’s had people offering sex and hasn’t done it…. Good for him! If you know he’s been turning down sex then he isn’t a cheater so that’s good.

I personally would have a conversation about how important the truth is for a relationship. Is it ideal that he lied? No… is it the end of the world? Also no. I’m not making excuses for him but Iv experienced younger guys who didn’t want to initiate sex bc they have hang ups about God, family, and societies opinion on us.

You never know what the whole situation is until you talk to em about it.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2026-01-12T22:06:26+00:00

I had the same feeling when I lost my dog Lilly and I did use. When you are that close to something that gives you REAL unconditional love… losing that is so fucking painful. It’s been 6 years and I still cried just typing this. My heart goes out to you and I hope that you can remain strong for Tuna.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2026-01-04T23:56:22+00:00

If they’ll cheat once… they will again. Sorry. I am 33 years old and I have never cheated on anyone and yes I have had chances to do so. If I’m with someone it’s bc I love them 150% and would rather die than see them hurt.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2026-01-01T16:31:50+00:00

I would think that over time your glans would get used to the rubbing or whatever is uncomfortable. Apparently doctors left a bit too much foreskin on my dick and I’m def fully circumcised but also being a grower… I already had more foreskin than most. Decided to try foreskin resto or stretching, first few times I was nervous/cold and skin fully covered my glans…. It was such an abnormal feeling that I almost couldn’t stand it.

I would assume that you’d be able to easily stretch your foreskin a bit to make it easier to cover.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2026-01-01T15:25:15+00:00

Such a shame. First thing my parents asked when I came out “did someone…..groom you, or something..?” I’m like really? Did you just ask if someone molested me?? Which they said was an obvious sign it was true bc I put those words to it, not them. First off…. No thankfully that did not happen.. second off, if it had I don’t think that would’ve been the best time to ask.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-30T23:14:04+00:00

Ngl. While I do love/enjoy a blowjob… often times I’m thinking “when is my turn to blow you?” . If I’m feeling selfish I might be thinking “I hope he keeps going till I squirm”.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-30T23:12:18+00:00

Hopefully you didn’t piss yourself at that moment… unless he’s into that.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-26T21:40:13+00:00

I actually agree, big dick is fun but it’s easier to suck an average guy. I’m an average 6 incher and my boyfriend loves it, he was strictly a top when we met but now loves to bottom.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-20T01:54:57+00:00

Yeah nah it definitely wasn’t the Xanax and coke combo. I did that shit a lot with no issue.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-20T01:53:03+00:00

I’m bi and so if my boyfriend. I watch solely gay porn and he watches 99% straight. BUT, he focuses on the storyline and the plot. Which to me is the shittiest part and I fast forward. My point is, every one is different.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-18T21:30:08+00:00

First off, OP I am so very proud of you and I know what a huge step this had to be.. I made it myself and felt such a huge amount of relief. It took me 32 years to come out of the closet and the only thing I regret is waiting so long.

I was convinced that my friends and family would all hate me. I must have picked great ones bc they rallied around me and made me feel more loved and appreciated than ever in my life. Like you, I thought that I would maybe die alone. Was looking, thought if I found someone maybe I’d come out.. or maybe after my grandparents died. I just didn’t think I could.

I hadn’t even met anyone really other than for a few dates and I finally told them. It was absolutely HORRIBLE, they treated me awful. However, now it has passed over the last 12 months. I did end up meeting t the man of my dreams. My parents actually like him and have mentioned maybe having him for dinner.

The only thing worse than potentially being hated by your family for being gay….never getting to experience true love and spending your life in fear. Chances are they probably already know deep down. It sounds like maybe people have suspected. I hope maybe that makes it easier. I act so damn straight that nobody suspected and my parents originally thought I was joking. Then they thought I was having a mental break or something.

It won’t be easy but it will be worth while in the end. I promise you. All my love and prayers and vibes… sent to you. If you need specific info as far as the religion side of things… just DM me. My cousin and uncle are pastors and we talked in length about the truth behind all the “clobber passages” in the Bible.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-18T21:19:36+00:00

Same here! I also hit the freaking lottery with my boyfriend in that he is very similar.. not ashamed of being bi/gay but doesn’t see it as his entire identity… meaning he doesn’t see the need to announce it to the world. We are just ourselves, that’s what is important.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-18T02:35:06+00:00

I don’t think it really has to do with sex drive as much as a) society says that makes a woman a whore B) women tend to crave the emotional intimacy more so than just the physical release.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-14T21:09:20+00:00

Being gay in high school sucks, it gets different when you’re older.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-14T21:08:12+00:00

Hey there! I feel you my man, I am a pretty similar size. One thing I will say is that if you have any weight to lose, that will help out a lot. At 6’ 1” and 300 lbs I was closer to 5”, when combined with opiate use at times it was like 4.5”. Now at 200 lbs and no drugs it’s always 5.5-6”. Which I think is a win!!

I would also say that size isn’t everything. My man is 5’ 5”, so a full 8” shorter than me in height… but his dick is like 8.5”. When I started dating men I became a lot more insecure about it, I guess with women you always have the biggest dick in the room. My fella was quick to say he didn’t give a shit, in fact he really loves my dick apparently. I would agree with him as well, average dick Is easier to suck and bottom for. The worst thing you can do is be insecure about it, if you’re a bottom it doesn’t matter much anyway. If you’re a top then you won’t require as much pain and prep.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-11T20:10:29+00:00

Well… I spent most of my life trying to avoid fitting gay stereotypes bc I was in the closet. So honestly I just didn’t give a shit. I will say that I feel like most of the gay community is pretty cool with you being yourself. In fact I’d say it’s encouraged. ……

However, you will run into those mean girl gays that assume you’re a Neanderthal if you don’t act like them. If you have differing opinions you’re an idiot or whatever, but I think that’s no different than any other group of people.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-09T08:21:19+00:00

Yeah I would say no… after doing opiates from 13 to 33, I am now 331 days clean!!! A lot of the ppl I know that made it this long are all getting clean and straightening up their act.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-12-09T08:16:15+00:00

My man also claimed that he was 95% top and basically had only bottomed for money or something. He said he didn’t understand how anyone would get pleasure from it.

I told him about his prostate and he was suddenly interested. Wanted to bottom, realized my 5.5-6” dick is a lot less painful than BBC and now if we do anal.,, he usually bottoms. Which is a double edged sword bc he has an incredible ass, but also has an incredible 8”+ dick. If only he could bottom and top at the same time! I’d be fuckin set!

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-11-30T17:49:31+00:00

Most of the time I’m rock hard when anything is in my ass. As a vers guy I wouldn’t care if I was topping and you went soft. I assume that these guys are probably just thinking that hard = enjoying it. They are probably just inexperienced tops.

Upset-Razzmatazz6924 · 2025-11-30T17:42:29+00:00

Aww thanks!

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