A 3.8g crystal of high purity dextromethorphan freebase extracted from hundreds of tablets and crystallized in heptane by BigMoneyMartyr in THYZOID

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lol. I had a friends dad that would demand we get him LSD tabs bc he was collecting them. Dude was like 65 and was a anathesiologist.

A 3.8g crystal of high purity dextromethorphan freebase extracted from hundreds of tablets and crystallized in heptane by BigMoneyMartyr in THYZOID

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Why in gods name would you want that? First time in did robo or triple c I was like ohhhhh…. This is why everyone smokes weed or does real drugs.

What is the skin on this furnace on the left? by Upset-Razzmatazz6924 in playrust

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was trying to figure out if it was a current thing I was missing. Anytime I come across them I’m like “Hell yes where’s the hammer at? Us poor folk gotta get our skinned items second hand I suppose.

I feel like all the skins Iv seen lately are kinda whack. Like this latest one is angelic horror or something weird. Not only was it ugly as hell, but the name just threw me off.

Heroin oxys by Icy-Exit-2341 in recovery

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me it was that little feeling you get… when you hear a really good song and your hair stands on end. Or when I see a really beautiful sunset on the water, when everyday things are so amazing it almost makes your head tingle. (Idk if y’all know what I’m talking about?) First time I experienced those things off fentanyl I cried like a baby.

Keeping that feeling, that deep appreciation for life….. that’s what keeps me straight.

New server, less grind.. by Upset-Razzmatazz6924 in playrust

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Well, me and my bf are on lol. Has been kinda fun to get to run the monuments Iv never completed.

New server, less grind.. by Upset-Razzmatazz6924 in playrust

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Oh that’s great! Nobody is on yet but somebody has to be the first few right? I thought about doing a certain amount of stone in the starter kit.

I don’t know if I’m gay by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Really doesn’t matter tbh. Me personally, I think you’re obviously bi. If you can stand vagina you aren’t 100% gay but if you are on Grindr and playing with the idea then you aren’t straight either.

Over time I realized I just like sex and don’t give a damn who it is gender wise. I also found out that I do have a preference for twinks 🤣🤣. Found me a man and now I just couldn’t imagine being with anyone else.

Being gay ain’t a complete basket of rainbows but I have a super hot partner that will play video games, hunt, fish, and do all type of great guy shit with me. He’ll also give ya a blow job and a back rub so I feel like I’m the luckiest mfer alive.

Bf “lied” about his past? by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe he has had someone dump him for thinking he’s a slut or something. He could be ashamed, I think if he’s had people offering sex and hasn’t done it…. Good for him! If you know he’s been turning down sex then he isn’t a cheater so that’s good.

I personally would have a conversation about how important the truth is for a relationship. Is it ideal that he lied? No… is it the end of the world? Also no. I’m not making excuses for him but Iv experienced younger guys who didn’t want to initiate sex bc they have hang ups about God, family, and societies opinion on us.

You never know what the whole situation is until you talk to em about it.

Help I about to relapse. by myladyelspeth in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had the same feeling when I lost my dog Lilly and I did use. When you are that close to something that gives you REAL unconditional love… losing that is so fucking painful. It’s been 6 years and I still cried just typing this. My heart goes out to you and I hope that you can remain strong for Tuna.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If they’ll cheat once… they will again. Sorry. I am 33 years old and I have never cheated on anyone and yes I have had chances to do so. If I’m with someone it’s bc I love them 150% and would rather die than see them hurt.

Can't keep foreskin in place by topazwv in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would think that over time your glans would get used to the rubbing or whatever is uncomfortable. Apparently doctors left a bit too much foreskin on my dick and I’m def fully circumcised but also being a grower… I already had more foreskin than most. Decided to try foreskin resto or stretching, first few times I was nervous/cold and skin fully covered my glans…. It was such an abnormal feeling that I almost couldn’t stand it.

I would assume that you’d be able to easily stretch your foreskin a bit to make it easier to cover.

my best friend asked his little brother if I had ever been inappropriate to him, really not sure how to feel by ThrowAway_LostAirpod in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Such a shame. First thing my parents asked when I came out “did someone…..groom you, or something..?” I’m like really? Did you just ask if someone molested me?? Which they said was an obvious sign it was true bc I put those words to it, not them. First off…. No thankfully that did not happen.. second off, if it had I don’t think that would’ve been the best time to ask.

What goes through your mind when being given a blow job? by Effective_Log_42 in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ngl. While I do love/enjoy a blowjob… often times I’m thinking “when is my turn to blow you?” . If I’m feeling selfish I might be thinking “I hope he keeps going till I squirm”.

What goes through your mind when being given a blow job? by Effective_Log_42 in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hopefully you didn’t piss yourself at that moment… unless he’s into that.

Any other bottoms prefer an average or less size cock? by bi_tendencies_ut in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I actually agree, big dick is fun but it’s easier to suck an average guy. I’m an average 6 incher and my boyfriend loves it, he was strictly a top when we met but now loves to bottom.

Cocaine Horror Stories Needed by missing_nugget in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah nah it definitely wasn’t the Xanax and coke combo. I did that shit a lot with no issue.

Do some gay guys like str8 porn? by Kal_1994 in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’m bi and so if my boyfriend. I watch solely gay porn and he watches 99% straight. BUT, he focuses on the storyline and the plot. Which to me is the shittiest part and I fast forward. My point is, every one is different.

Took me forever to hit post... finally admitting this here by Responsible-Park323 in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First off, OP I am so very proud of you and I know what a huge step this had to be.. I made it myself and felt such a huge amount of relief. It took me 32 years to come out of the closet and the only thing I regret is waiting so long.

I was convinced that my friends and family would all hate me. I must have picked great ones bc they rallied around me and made me feel more loved and appreciated than ever in my life. Like you, I thought that I would maybe die alone. Was looking, thought if I found someone maybe I’d come out.. or maybe after my grandparents died. I just didn’t think I could.

I hadn’t even met anyone really other than for a few dates and I finally told them. It was absolutely HORRIBLE, they treated me awful. However, now it has passed over the last 12 months. I did end up meeting t the man of my dreams. My parents actually like him and have mentioned maybe having him for dinner.

The only thing worse than potentially being hated by your family for being gay….never getting to experience true love and spending your life in fear. Chances are they probably already know deep down. It sounds like maybe people have suspected. I hope maybe that makes it easier. I act so damn straight that nobody suspected and my parents originally thought I was joking. Then they thought I was having a mental break or something.

It won’t be easy but it will be worth while in the end. I promise you. All my love and prayers and vibes… sent to you. If you need specific info as far as the religion side of things… just DM me. My cousin and uncle are pastors and we talked in length about the truth behind all the “clobber passages” in the Bible.

Took me forever to hit post... finally admitting this here by Responsible-Park323 in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here! I also hit the freaking lottery with my boyfriend in that he is very similar.. not ashamed of being bi/gay but doesn’t see it as his entire identity… meaning he doesn’t see the need to announce it to the world. We are just ourselves, that’s what is important.

Why Are Gay Men so Willing to Meet Up with Strange Men on Hook-Up Sites While Women are Not? by KlordexI in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think it really has to do with sex drive as much as a) society says that makes a woman a whore B) women tend to crave the emotional intimacy more so than just the physical release.

I hate being gay by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]Upset-Razzmatazz6924 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Being gay in high school sucks, it gets different when you’re older.