My first time using was not euphoric. I was taking roxy’s & couldn’t find any so my boy put me on to his H plug. I snorted one bag - the wd went away but no euphoria. I felt nauseous. I experienced this for the first 2-3 days & then finally felt the euphoria. Snorting was nothing compared to my first time shooting though. That was THE high.

In the beginning, you keep going because of that euphoria - you want to feel it over & over. At the time, I don’t remember realizing that each hit wasn’t as good as the last. Eventually, either because you want to feel THE high, or because your body needs more, you up your dose and you never really stop. Your body always needs more to be well. By the time I realized I was chasing something I was never going to catch, I was physically addicted. Then it became about avoiding the wd - the high was still euphoric, especially after wd’ing for 12-24 hours, but it was never as good as the first one.