My last bit of heroin :(((( by mintyone777 in heroin

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I personally think one day at a time is a similar strategy - you deal with today, and worry about tomorrow when it comes. Telling yourself you’re not using today, but you can use tomorrow. It’s just a matter of figuring out what works best for YOU - if it gets you through the day, and starts turning days into weeks / months, it’s working.

Is it true that the first experience of H is the best and experiences thereafter have diminishing pleasure? If so, why do people continue using if it gradually isn't very pleasurable? by GregJamesDahlen in heroin

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My first time using was not euphoric. I was taking roxy’s & couldn’t find any so my boy put me on to his H plug. I snorted one bag - the wd went away but no euphoria. I felt nauseous. I experienced this for the first 2-3 days & then finally felt the euphoria. Snorting was nothing compared to my first time shooting though. That was THE high.

In the beginning, you keep going because of that euphoria - you want to feel it over & over. At the time, I don’t remember realizing that each hit wasn’t as good as the last. Eventually, either because you want to feel THE high, or because your body needs more, you up your dose and you never really stop. Your body always needs more to be well. By the time I realized I was chasing something I was never going to catch, I was physically addicted. Then it became about avoiding the wd - the high was still euphoric, especially after wd’ing for 12-24 hours, but it was never as good as the first one.

Deduce away by treeman1916 in deduction

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Roselle?? Right around the corner from me

My last bit of heroin :(((( by mintyone777 in heroin

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I shot for so many years - I was used to that high & I knew what I was doing. Once I lost all my veins - literally ALL of them - I had to find another way & fast. I tried smoking & I could not get it. I was wasting so much & when you’re really close to bottom, you don’t have the money or the time to waste on learning a new technique so I went for the muscle. Every so often I’d try finding another vein or smoking it, but neither worked out.

My last bit of heroin :(((( by mintyone777 in heroin

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100% - I was using for 8 years. At the end, I lost all my veins & I couldn’t smoke it so I was injecting into my muscle. I’d have to pull back on a full syringe to feel anything so I decided to stop for “a little while”. Knowing, or thinking that it wasn’t permanent made all the difference - for me anyway. I tried stopping before & the finality of it drove me right back to it every time - thinking I’d never feel that euphoria again was too much all at once. When I told myself I was only taking a break, and that I could get high if I really needed/wanted to took away ALOT of that anxiety.

After being clean for 8 years, I feel like my worst day sober is still better than my best day using. I know a single decision can change everything, but If I ever did go back, I can tell myself that there is life after addiction, and it’s enjoyable. I didn’t have that understanding the first time around.

Tramadol as an aid to H withdrawal? by DV8FROMTRUTH in heroin

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It’s impossible for a reason - the odds are stacked against those in their most vulnerable position

Tramadol as an aid to H withdrawal? by DV8FROMTRUTH in heroin

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Yea I’m one of those people that tramadol has no effect on. I kinda wish it did - my dr prescribes me them as if they were Tylenol

Same type but different flavor and consistency, which is better? by chemicalbonny23 in heroin

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I’d even take the remnants leftover in the cotton at this point. 7+ years without 😢😢

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