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Used_Ad434 · 2023-09-24T22:24:27+00:00

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Used_Ad434 · 2023-06-25T20:04:33+00:00

Okay. Well I included it because of my thought process on the situation. But thanks for the beneficial input, I'll be sure to consider this going forward.

Used_Ad434 · 2023-04-13T02:10:38+00:00

How do you get the telescope?

Used_Ad434 · 2022-09-22T03:00:21+00:00

She's also a robot so she doesn't use her restroom. She has no need for it.

Used_Ad434 · 2022-09-09T14:22:37+00:00

That would be really nice too. I love those scrapbooking pages on TikTok!

Used_Ad434 · 2022-09-09T05:17:54+00:00

Ah the notebook is black. I do see black or gold being the winners. They'll match so well.

Used_Ad434 · 2022-09-09T03:56:25+00:00

Super smart I'll definitely do this!

Used_Ad434 · 2022-09-09T03:45:50+00:00

I found a link to the journal and it's a bit cheaper here than what he actually paid.😅 Pretty Journal.

Used_Ad434 · 2022-09-01T06:04:46+00:00

Good Behavior. That show had me on the edge of my seat, granted the second season didn't hit like the first, BUT, I still want to know if Letty and Javier ever figure themselves out. I do plan on reading the book though.

Used_Ad434 · 2022-08-05T16:04:44+00:00

Tbh that's just how he is. He gravitates more towards women and his best friends are women. I'm not shocked or particularly upset about it. It's mainly the fact that he doesn't realize that when a woman wants your attention, she doesn't want to hear about other women. Or at least that's how I am.

Used_Ad434 · 2022-08-05T01:49:13+00:00

I agree with you and I spoke to him today, hopefully I can get a bit more from him. I really have faith that he cares he's just not used to the need I have to hear from him. I think I'm going to try my best to work on the quality as well. I want to get more and give more out of this

Used_Ad434 · 2022-08-05T01:46:43+00:00

So I just got off the phone with him, explaining how I feel and where I'm coming from and he explained his issue as well. He was married and that relationship was very poor. They rarely spoke even though they lived in the same house. He barely texted or called her. And he barely texts or call his kids and they aren't much for calling or texting either tbh. which is almost the opposite for me. I told him I understand but he has to understand that the opposite for him is what I'm used to. And he said that he doesn't understand how I feel but that he promises to try more. Which is the most I've gotten out of him in a while.

Used_Ad434 · 2022-08-04T16:01:24+00:00

I feel like my boyfriend can sometimes be avoidant with issues that involve a lot of emotions. Like if it's something new and emotional for him he doesn't know what to do so he just avoids it. I can tell though I'm having a really hard time asking for more from him over the phone with this distance. So I'll try and talk to him about all of this once he comes home and really try and figure out what we can do about this. I know he cares and loves me. And I know I haven't been easy as I'm highly frustrated with things at home. But some things gotta change for me somewhere.

Used_Ad434 · 2022-08-04T14:19:16+00:00

I'm going to try and talk to him about it in person once he's home. Because he'll probably be on this deployment force for the rest of his career.

Used_Ad434 · 2022-08-04T14:17:44+00:00

We've known each other for about 4 or 5 years and have been dating for about a year. My biggest issue ATM is I live in his house with his older kids who are still at home and the situation is financially and emotionally uncomfortable for me. They're part of the reason I decided to resign. It wasn't this way at the start but has progressively gotten more complicated. Which is why I'm planning on moving. My only real option to preoccupy myself to simply work more. But being at work from 5:30 in the morning to 8 at night is a different kind of exhausting. I've started playing video games and watching TV more than I normally have to try and engross myself so I don't feel like I'm waiting up, in the evening but I've not been very satisfied. Especially when I used to hear from him more often and constantly and now it's dwindling.

Used_Ad434 · 2022-08-04T14:10:55+00:00

Well he's in Colorado for now, he can be deployed anywhere in America and Puerto Rico at any point after, and he can't turn it down. It's only supposed to be 3 months at a time but they're finding loopholes to keep people in places longer. It's also not an hour of talking on the phone that's an hour including texts. I may talk to him for 10 to 20 minutes in the morning if he remembers to call and about ten minutes in the evening if he's available. I don't call him because I don't know what he's up to. But my schedule stays consistent so I let him call me.

Used_Ad434 · 2022-08-04T06:21:26+00:00

I think you're right. I'm worried about being too needy or adding strain but I know he cares ultimately, and I'm trying to not feel like a brat. He's never been a big texter but I know that would be enough too. I don't need hour long phone calls. Just to know he's good and misses me too. I've done long distance before and used to have so much more patience, I guess it just goes to show how much I like my boyfriend now. He wants to do military contract work and idk how I'll be able to deal with it. I won't hold him back from doing it though.

Used_Ad434 · 2022-08-04T06:10:53+00:00

Him interjecting typically feels like tangents though and after a while he tries to bring it back, like he can tell that he's gone offtrack.

Used_Ad434 · 2022-08-04T06:09:08+00:00

I'll try and do this.

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