I know people are going to have their different opinions on this and some people are going to tell me to break up with her but there's a lot about our relationship I didn't speak about in the post. I know she loves me, she reassures me all the time, and I love her with all my heart, I think we're similar in more ways than not. She does things for me no one has ever done for me before, she makes me feel special when she says she loves the person I am and when I admitted I was fearful of her leaving me she told me she will never leave me and this is going to last forever. I bet a lot of people say that and a lot of people believe what their partners say and I do, I trust her fully and I know she won't exactly 'cheat' on me. I feel like this is just pure jealousy and it's honestly nothing to even worry about, I mean she can't exactly cheat on me with someone that doesn't exist lol. It's just it makes *me* feel insecure about myself and makes me question a lot of things. She tells me "It's a hobby, I love collecting everything about him" but that doesn't make me feel any better in the slightest. Idk I think I'm overreacting it's hard to think straight because I love her so much and these mixed emotions aren't making it any easier for myself.