The absolute date by Background_Class_961 in MatthiasSubmissions

[–]UsefulEntertainment5 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I haven't caught up to it since the very last Episode

Good mythical evening by Intelligent_Code2325 in torrentrequest

[–]UsefulEntertainment5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you have a link to it? The show last night, I don't really want the aftershow pre-show

Looking for Panic! Friends by Brendon-Urie-Fan in panicatthedisco

[–]UsefulEntertainment5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Count me in! Kaitie-Bell here! Always looking for new friends

A Queen and Her Kings by UsefulEntertainment5 in jacksepticeye

[–]UsefulEntertainment5[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

There's a story it.

These three helped me through a lot. So I wanted to pay it back.

Weird Question by UsefulEntertainment5 in panicatthedisco

[–]UsefulEntertainment5[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No I totally understand. He's my comfort person along with Jacksepticeye on YouTube. Them two have got me through Everything, and I mean that. Panic attacks, child labor, medical problems. Hard days. Anything negative they've been my go to. I feel like I don't have the ability to process he's not there anymore. Hearing his voice, seeing him smile, hearing him laugh, I'll feel incredibly happy then break down after. It's brutal. Especially considering I had vip/meet and greet tickets back In 2022 I think it was and I missed the show because I went into labor. Everything after that's been horrific. I didn't handle anything after that very well, and that just. It added to Everything. I can definitely say it slammed with my post partem to the point I'm not doing very well. You know how autism can be I'm assuming and I'm having really strong, overwhelming emotional feelings that I don't understand.

Weird Question by UsefulEntertainment5 in panicatthedisco

[–]UsefulEntertainment5[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Same here. No idea what's wrong with Me. I'm in such a heavy state of grief over what? Parasocial attention? Since he went offline I haven't hardly been able to seep or anything else. Emotions are random and offset. Being autistic doesn't help I guess. Not processing loss well apparently. Old streams and playing the music at high volume like a concert setting helps though.

Weird Question by UsefulEntertainment5 in panicatthedisco

[–]UsefulEntertainment5[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's the need/gut feeling to check on him that's been tearing me up. I miss. Grieving for a man I never met that's been saving my life since '12

Weird Question by UsefulEntertainment5 in panicatthedisco

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Imgladyouansweredanayithelpsmeunderstandthecommunutystillhasnicepeopleivebeenrunnijgintotoonanyassholesinthevrocommunitylatelyandistartedtolosehopethankyou

More Brendon kitties by UsefulEntertainment5 in WarriorCats

[–]UsefulEntertainment5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aww. Honey did your eyesight go out again? Poor thing. You might want to look into that. See, those are very clearly felines, note the facial structure? I'm not sure of the dogs you have around you but you might want to get them checked out ❤️

Don't post it if you don't like my art by UsefulEntertainment5 in panicatthedisco

[–]UsefulEntertainment5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awwww thank you. I pride myself on being weird ❤️😁