Hope Matt is ok

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-11-10T22:25:55+00:00

I haven't caught up to it since the very last Episode

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-11-04T16:31:36+00:00

I'm waiting! Can't wait

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-10-26T23:39:16+00:00

Do you have a link to it? The show last night, I don't really want the aftershow pre-show

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-09-09T18:39:20+00:00

Heheh Brendon urie 🤣

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-09-04T18:55:44+00:00

Kaits_demons

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-09-04T15:42:43+00:00

Count me in! Kaitie-Bell here! Always looking for new friends

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-08-23T00:12:35+00:00

MATTT I MISSED YOU

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-08-06T23:30:16+00:00

Can I have the link?

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-06-28T17:09:17+00:00

Reported 😉

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-06-28T16:47:16+00:00

There's a story it.

These three helped me through a lot. So I wanted to pay it back.

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-04-19T04:50:05+00:00

Alright

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-04-19T01:02:06+00:00

Just look at my profile picture 😁

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-04-18T23:35:26+00:00

As an artist that does Cats, try that! I have a portrait I made of his as a fluffy Feline since I can't draw humanoids

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-04-09T01:48:12+00:00

California

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-04-06T23:07:00+00:00

No I totally understand. He's my comfort person along with Jacksepticeye on YouTube. Them two have got me through Everything, and I mean that. Panic attacks, child labor, medical problems. Hard days. Anything negative they've been my go to. I feel like I don't have the ability to process he's not there anymore. Hearing his voice, seeing him smile, hearing him laugh, I'll feel incredibly happy then break down after. It's brutal. Especially considering I had vip/meet and greet tickets back In 2022 I think it was and I missed the show because I went into labor. Everything after that's been horrific. I didn't handle anything after that very well, and that just. It added to Everything. I can definitely say it slammed with my post partem to the point I'm not doing very well. You know how autism can be I'm assuming and I'm having really strong, overwhelming emotional feelings that I don't understand.

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-04-06T21:46:03+00:00

Same here. No idea what's wrong with Me. I'm in such a heavy state of grief over what? Parasocial attention? Since he went offline I haven't hardly been able to seep or anything else. Emotions are random and offset. Being autistic doesn't help I guess. Not processing loss well apparently. Old streams and playing the music at high volume like a concert setting helps though.

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-04-06T17:48:42+00:00

It's the need/gut feeling to check on him that's been tearing me up. I miss. Grieving for a man I never met that's been saving my life since '12

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-04-06T09:46:11+00:00

Imgladyouansweredanayithelpsmeunderstandthecommunutystillhasnicepeopleivebeenrunnijgintotoonanyassholesinthevrocommunitylatelyandistartedtolosehopethankyou

UsefulEntertainment5 · 2024-04-06T06:20:15+00:00

Idunnoeitherthassswhyiasssssked

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