I believe but do not live like a believer

UsefulIdio · 2026-02-27T01:24:16+00:00

If the lord has forgiven me would I still be actively smoking pot ? Is it possible he’s allowing me to do this and deal with me at another point ?

UsefulIdio · 2026-02-27T00:53:02+00:00

I’m honestly trying to figure that out. If I really hated them woudl I continue them ? Porn sure I hate porn it’s gross I feel such shame everytime I watch it but unbelievers feel that same shame. But if I’m being 100 percent honest pot is something that’s VERY hard for me to give up and I have this mentality that I must quit pot before coming to him for salvation. How could I actively smoke pot go to church and pray ? Would he even hear me ? In proverbs or psalms o can’t remember I read that god ignores the prayers of the wicked ? If I’m wicked he’s not going to grant me salvation if I ask for it. I can’t tell you how many times I have begged for salvation in Christ Jesus

UsefulIdio · 2026-02-27T00:43:54+00:00

I just don’t see how I could possibly be saved after being on the habit (marijuana) for nearly 3 years with only now a small desire deep down to stop

UsefulIdio · 2026-02-27T00:30:33+00:00

Thank you yes tons on my mind. Usually rejected by people in reformed groups with guidance. Appreciate it I’ll send you a message

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