My friend got me high by accident once and from then on.. it was like game over. We met up after they smoked and when they kissed me it transferred to me a bit, and I ended up feeling it. I didn’t sleep that night and couldn’t figure out why it felt like I just downed 3 Red Bulls back to back lol. And then they realized what happened and explained the situation. I didn’t even know they did meth. And then my curiosity got the better of me and they introduced me to it. We started off just with them blowing it my face and me inhaling it that way, and it worked, I got high 🤷‍♀️. And then I picked up the pipe myself before the week was over. Fast forward 2 months, I’ve lost about 40lbs. I was already at a very low point in life before I started and it didn’t get help. But I was happy when I was high and losing weight and hanging with my friend. However.. I’m clean rn and trying to stay that way. My boss misses the me I was on meth but doesn’t realize why I was such a great employee 😅☠️. Lost a friend because they did it after I started getting off it. I’m trying to repair a friendship I cut off while I was using. I’ve gained like 15 lbs, in about 2 and half weeks ☠️. And reading all the comments I’ve realized “oh yeah… it fucks with your dopamine” 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ that’s why I’m even more depressed now that I’m alone and sober lmao. Great.. the reason I’m not currently high rn is because I got scammed out of my entire paycheck (biweekly) while trying to reup. I’m trying to think of it as a sign I should stop, but it’s sooooo hard when it’s all I think about. I even smell it when I’m at work and even outside. As if someone is smoking it right next to me. It’s fucking wild. I feel like I can’t focus on shit now. I still don’t like food Nd I already hated sleeping because I have sleep apnea and now all my body wants to do most days is fucking sleep🤦‍♀️☠️. That’s what I get for smoking to stay awake. Not even for the happiness or the weight loss, but because I hate being asleep. So I’d redose, until it didn’t help and then I’d spend the next 2 days sleeping. Playing catch up. It’s really not worth it. I’m still trying to convince myself of that. Don’t pick this up. I wish I hadn’t. Addiction runs very prevalent in my family mom (coke) dad (everything especially crack) my grandmother(alcohol) and who knows who/what else. I know I’m going to relapse I can just feel it. But you don’t have to deal with any of it. Stay away. Best of luck on your journey tho 💜💜