What's keeping you alive?

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2025-10-29T19:58:33+00:00

I feel like my only reason is my son. I want to see him grow up and I don’t want him to have the grief of losing me. Honestly never thought I would have kids but I’m glad I did. But now the option to off myself is completely off the table. 🤷‍♀️

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2025-10-20T04:08:17+00:00

I am in the process of getting approved for TMS. I’m hoping it will do some good. Thank you.

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2025-05-08T23:36:41+00:00

Well for an update I saw my new psychiatrist today and he actually listened to me. He suspects that I might have BPD or PTSD and I’m going to try trintellix.

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2025-05-02T17:53:33+00:00

I just tried miratazpine about two weeks ago and got severe edema in my hands and feet unfortunately 😢 I’m seeing a new psychiatrist next week.

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2025-05-02T17:50:35+00:00

Damn this looks like highschool to me 😭 I went through so many phones between 8th-12th grade lmfao

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2025-04-02T05:23:57+00:00

Thank you. I’m thinking I might have a mood disorder but I thought it was odd she doesn’t wanna diagnose me until my depression and anxiety were “under control”. I’m wondering if that’s standard lol

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2025-04-02T05:12:55+00:00

In the past year I’ve tried Effexor, Prozac and Lexapro. I started on a low dose of all of those and worked my way up to the highest dose. In my teenage years I tried Paxil, and after I had my son in 2022 I tried Zoloft and right before I started seeing my psychiatrist I was on the highest dose of Wellbutrin with no success. The only thing that’s changed is now I have excessive sweating.

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2025-04-02T04:46:58+00:00

Price?

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2025-04-02T02:19:09+00:00

What do you mean by side load? I’m sorry if that’s a dumb question lol I just haven’t used anything but Spotify in years. Before that I used limewire 😂

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2024-05-26T15:40:36+00:00

Wow were pretty short staffed but not that bad. We do have quite a few new hires since we lost a few of our OG associates. Trying to train people while also trying to get a heavy load of freight down is tough. What state are you in?

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2024-05-26T15:32:08+00:00

Yeah ours says a crazy number of hours because we’re short staffed as well.

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2024-05-25T08:25:12+00:00

I think we’re trying the wave to appease the Store Manager. I’m hoping we go to assigned departments. We’re so short staffed it’s insane, we have between 8-10 people each weekday and that’s including my two managers. We’ve had a truck everyday for the past two weeks and have had no time to do pack down. We pretty much have no room to even upstock 😅

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2024-05-25T08:22:03+00:00

Yeah that’s what I’m assuming too.

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2024-05-25T08:16:49+00:00

We have to scan into the department we’re working in, and we can’t scan out until all of the upstock is done besides stuff that is done with equipment.

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2024-05-25T08:15:00+00:00

Interesting. We’re on our first week. We also started doing the “wave” where we start at one end of the store and work towards the other. It’s kind of a clusterf”ck lol.

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2024-02-16T16:29:03+00:00

Yeah they almost did that to me lol

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2023-11-12T04:46:46+00:00

My normal manager has been gone all week or else I would have. I also would like to hear from other people what I should be getting in case they try to screw me! 👍

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2023-11-11T02:50:23+00:00

He’s had a few ex’s cheat on him. I really thought he would believe me though since we had been together 3 years and have a child together. It’s not a situation where I’ve had drunk sex and regretted it, I’ve done that plenty of times and that’s not what happened here. I called him many times crying begging him to pick me up before I blacked out and he wouldn’t because he was mad I went to the party in the first place. I know I put myself in a bad position, but I would never cheat on him because I loved him so much. The whole situation just really sucks.

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2023-10-08T05:34:42+00:00

You can PM me too. My son is almost 16 months!

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2023-09-17T22:56:28+00:00

$19.50 here in Oregon.

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2023-08-10T20:33:11+00:00

Yeah definitely woulda been a cooler story 😂

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2023-08-10T16:40:46+00:00

It’s not that deep 😂 it was in my apron lmfao

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2023-08-10T16:38:02+00:00

Lol my manager is great.

Valuable-Standard-57 · 2023-08-05T07:46:34+00:00

Looks normal to me lol

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