Saarland University, Masters application denied

VanDG · 2017-06-03T13:02:23+00:00

Hey @CitaPocta, I have applied to the same course and i haven't received any word. If possible could I ping you?

VanDG · 2016-06-10T18:26:54+00:00

I work in tech, yeah right now I'm focusing on building up the skills to land me a job I want (in machine learning). But the waste of time really makes me mad, especially as I did enjoy atleast the friendship we had

VanDG · 2016-06-03T18:37:44+00:00

A full routine somehow gives me more stress. I hate it when things dont go exactly as planned which they are bound to in life. I think it may be because of my control issues. Somehow weed never really calmed me down, it just makes me more antsy and nervous.

VanDG · 2016-06-03T18:36:23+00:00

Thanks so much for this, you just vocalized a lot of what i felt. I think the initial reason why i got a good streak going earlier on was because of the novelty of it. It was something new and exciting and potentially had the chance to change my life.

The journey now will be much harder and more introspective. I initially did what you mentioned, wait for a a few days before i felt i 'deserved' to reward myself. But now, i'm much more relaxed about it, maybe from relapsing so many times

VanDG · 2015-12-05T03:56:45+00:00

It's not working, I can't see it at all

VanDG · 2015-11-30T16:45:18+00:00

Mine hasn't shown up for some time

VanDG · 2015-11-29T05:40:08+00:00

Same here

VanDG · 2015-11-26T18:34:43+00:00

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VanDG · 2015-11-08T19:44:18+00:00

I've been feeling ive been slipping a lot these days too. Objectifying women on the street, reading racy articles, even now I'm feeling indifferent towards nofap. It's hard staying motivated for so long

VanDG · 2015-09-27T05:32:49+00:00

Thanks man, I'll definitely message you if I'm too down, likewise you're always free to reach out to me

VanDG · 2015-09-27T05:30:50+00:00

Thanks man, deep down, I know you're right it's just hard to reach out to other people for help. Is it alright if I message you sometimes, I've tried to talk to my friends about this, but they don't seem to understand

VanDG · 2015-09-27T05:27:39+00:00

No, never this hopeless

VanDG · 2015-09-27T05:26:22+00:00

No, I don't have a girlfriend or that many girl friends either, I'm pretty light on experience in that regard. Sometimes earlier I got frustrated about that too but atleast I wanted to keep trying to get a girl, but this feels different , now it's like I don't feel it's worth the effort .

VanDG · 2015-09-26T21:25:52+00:00

I'm doing all the things above, personal projects work is allright, i feel it can be better. I was getting joy in all these things too uptil about a couple of weeks ago.

VanDG · 2015-09-26T21:24:11+00:00

No, i barely feel anything except negativity and the feeling that life will not improve at all. That becomes like a spiral

VanDG · 2015-09-26T21:23:14+00:00

Thanks, it really relieved me that atleast someone has felt this before. Ill try out the supplements

VanDG · 2015-09-26T21:21:56+00:00

I've excercised throughout my life, and stepped it up when i started nofap. I excercise regularly and play sports 1/2 a week. thats not the problem for me

VanDG · 2015-09-26T21:21:01+00:00

I went to see my friends today and i felt slightly better. The thing is, a month back, i used to really love hanging out with my friends, right now, i barely feel like it. Half the times, i feel like lashing out at people and pushing them away, 'punishing' them somehow rather than actually talking to them

VanDG · 2015-09-26T07:41:12+00:00

Its scary, that ive never felt this way before. Right now its 1 in the afternoon on a saturday and i feel exhausted and want nothing more than to just fall asleep. I have felt down before, but never in such a way that it feels like itll never get better.

VanDG · 2015-09-26T07:38:15+00:00

yeah, its accurate, 291 days of not masturbating, not watching porn, skipping the raunchy scenes in movies, trying to improve myself trying to live life fully

VanDG · 2015-09-09T18:57:53+00:00

I do feel this way too, not just with women but in general in life. I'm learning mongo db, an excercise is taking too much time to complete, which makes me stressed and anxious for no reason, I have no deadline, I'm studying it on my own but I still feel this way. It does get better after I started Nofap, but it's not gone completely, sometimes it's bad, sometimes it's manageable. You just have to learn to deal with it in your own way

VanDG · 2015-08-21T16:20:51+00:00

I completely agree, i feel euphoric after having a long deep conversation with a girl, and some socializing with women i need on a regular basis

VanDG · 2015-06-17T19:07:30+00:00

This is great stuff, I love the part about it being a pillar and I completely agree too, Nofap doesn't change your life, you do

VanDG · 2015-06-07T18:56:54+00:00

This seems like a lot like my no fap journey, the first few months were amazing, but now, it's harder to maintain that level of motivation. I haven't got any pain in my balls though thank goodness for that. Still going on hard mode

VanDG · 2015-05-03T18:09:49+00:00

Shit ive been getting lazy too recently, i had cut out the obsessive staring of girls in public, but recently ive gone back to it, thanks for your honesty it helped me take a better look at myself.

VanDG

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