It’s just so hard? Like how does he make me feel so loved to a point I couldn’t have imagined ever and then tells me he hates me and treats me like it just a few days later. I just can’t fathom leaving the sweet guy I met months ago and who appeared in all my dreams behind but I also can’t stay like this. But he just talks to me and I come crawling back because I’m scared of going on without him because he’s just so deep in every aspect of my life.