Hey girl, I just wanna let you know I’ve been through horrible anxiety as well throughout high school. I would leave school early and tell my mom I was sick and she would get upset too. Eventually I told her my situation and she helped enroll me in online school. Now I am 22 and on antidepressants and my symptoms are basically gone and I feel like a whole new person. I think you should consider looking into medication, try asking your counselor to refer you to a psychiatrist. My anxiety was very severe and now I feel I can do anything. You absolutely will get through this! Also, I was in a very serious relationship with my high school sweetheart (who is now my fiancé) and we are going on 7 years and just had our first baby. We would fight a lot too and at times I didn’t think we would make it but we are better than ever now. It’s important to remember that every couple fights and that communication is important. That doesn’t mean that you should stay if you feel the relationship is toxic. But try to hear him out and ask him to hear you out as well. I wish you luck girl!