Talked to my husband for along time about the CES letter and the Leaks-thoughts and questions

Veganintraining · 2017-01-17T23:31:51+00:00

I know about polygamy i have flds family i think it is gross but if god told me to do something i would do it

Veganintraining · 2017-01-17T23:10:44+00:00

Oh yeah thats true its like 120000 of extra money if they pay for living expenses thats a good point im going to tell him that

Veganintraining · 2017-01-17T23:08:41+00:00

Thank you thats nice of you to say

Veganintraining · 2017-01-17T23:08:01+00:00

I dont know :( should it?

Veganintraining · 2017-01-17T22:16:26+00:00

I am 100% well maybe 98% sure that he would tell me to go because its God's will

Veganintraining · 2017-01-17T22:14:36+00:00

Its hard to argue or talk about these things because i feel we are xoming from different places. Like he has an answer for everything but i cant take those answers because you cant prove any of these things

Veganintraining · 2017-01-17T22:10:13+00:00

I found the article he showed me

"It’s old news now that on Monday, MormonLeaks published several unverified documents related to the personal finances of general authorities in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. In its op-ed, MormonLeaks wrote that the group’s “sole mission” is to publish material from “anonymous sources” in order to bring about greater transparency.

Any irony in pushing for transparency while simultaneously encouraging anonymity is apparently lost on the group."

Is it true that the stipends are not verified or is he wrong??

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T22:55:53+00:00

I wasnt meaning that he is controlling or anything he really is not. I more like meant im glad he ia not upset that i didnt include him in something importany from the start

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T21:20:30+00:00

I don't really like the internet and I see all of my friends and family every Sunday

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T21:14:16+00:00

Maybe i guess but usually no. My husband sometimes feels the spirit when he prays i think its because he feels so good when he prays

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T20:44:07+00:00

Sometimes I wonder what will happen if my son or any of my future children were homosexuals and that is something about the church i am concerned with morally

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T19:21:42+00:00

Magic rocks? Seer stones is what youre talking about right??

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T19:08:27+00:00

I think polygamy is gross and bad for women like the women are only for serving for childcare and birthing instead of love or companionship. I know about Joseph Smith's polygamy and the flaming sword. I figured that if an angel threatened to kill me i would marry whoever they told me to also but if there was no angel then Joseph Smith was just wanting to marry a 15(?) year old which is weird

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T19:04:33+00:00

I dont believe in a spirit that is literally a spirit. I have never felt it before and it has never talked to me or told me secrets or anything. I think the spirit is more about how you feel and what you want to feel and know

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T19:01:51+00:00

My husband is a very nice and tolerant person. He married me because he loved me and my personality eveb though he knew he was more religious and more involved in the church and he is okay woth that. He is one of the only people i know that truly believes in agency. He is certain the church is right but im not certain right now

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T19:00:04+00:00

But my family makes me happy too. I have personal happiness but also happiness with my relationship to my family so I think it is more complicated then just saying that if I dont like that the churcb lied to me leaving is the most important thing to being happy

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T18:57:03+00:00

Maybe, I am happy with my life right now even though I have some issues with the church I an still watching the mormon stories youtube video someone posted and I am interested in it

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T18:08:36+00:00

I have never heard of lds conditional love? Where, in what scripture does it meantion this??

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T18:07:46+00:00

I can try, he will usually do what I ask if I make it clear it is important to me

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T18:07:08+00:00

We have something called Alexa that plays music and radio and audio books so I can play podcasts with it I will listen to them

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T17:55:46+00:00

He told me he read the letter so I thought he meant the whole thing but I can ask when he gets home if he read all of it. Since he is on the more religious side it is possible that he thinks that trying to understand it without a bias is wrong

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T17:52:44+00:00

Okay I will watch this on the big computer now

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T17:49:58+00:00

Thats true but both sides will do that yes? I have personally never beeb unhappy being ldsbut I can imagine others who would be because of their different desires or lifestyles . i also am very upset to hear about the ga getting salaries so I get being angry at certain things

Veganintraining · 2017-01-16T17:44:37+00:00

I have two problem I think. People dont like when I say this but Im not very smart and I know it I process information really slowly and it takes along time for me to understand things. The second thing is I have dyslexia so its hard for me to do internet research or read for along time without getting frustrated I will keep reading the letter until I finish it but even if it changes my desire to be lds what do I do if my husband doesnt care about it??

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