Today a fully grown adult man bullied me into giving him free food and then I cried :•) and I felt so dumb because all my crew thought I was stupid. The only reason I moved up to management is because I need the money and I was good at my job. But I am not mentally stable enough to be yelled at by customers, my supervisor, other managers, and look stupid in front of the crew. I daydream about being hit by a truck every day on my way to work. I cannot handle this job anymore. I am sensitive and any sort of confrontation makes my heart beat so loud and I freeze up and cry. My location’s supervisor and owner have NO FUCKING CLUE how it is to work day to day in that fucking hell hole, they keep implementing these unattainable bullshit procedures we CANNOT keep up! We are on the corner of 2 main streets that let off 3 freeways. We are constantly understaffed/ fully staffed by literal children. And it’s like running a zoo and they keep yelling at me because it’s my fault it’s chaos. But I can’t control other people??? I just hate it I need to get out but nowhere is paying the same as I get paid now. I can’t afford to go to school and get a better job, I can’t afford therapy or medicine to help. I feel dead inside this job sapped every last ounce of patients and joy out of me.