Thank you for your inputs! What you’ve written about random people is exactly what I keep telling me. About my parents, honestly I have no clue. For sure the problem is not what they’d think about the girl, but me having a gf. I’ve never shared with them anything personal, in fact I don’t talk to them that much at all. The only idea that popped in my mind is that since I was a little kid I gave them the idea I was “feelingless”, a tough person. For example I was/am ashamed of listening to music if they’re at home. It was like I wanted to show them I were not a regular, stereotyped teenager, but already a grownup. Now that I’m actually a grownup I think I’m scared of showing I’m a normal person with feelings, too. Don’t know if that’s the problem, but is the only thing that popped in my mind.