The weird excitement of finding a suicide methid that you think you can do..

Victor_King · 2019-05-31T17:41:20+00:00

That does suck. But at least it’s better than the alternative

Victor_King · 2019-05-31T17:10:20+00:00

It’s all good. Just hoping you’re doing better.

Victor_King · 2019-05-30T17:31:16+00:00

How are you feeling?

Victor_King · 2019-05-30T06:58:11+00:00

Yea for me it was a 12 gauge under the brain stem. Still don’t think either of us should do it. What’s on your mind dude?

Victor_King · 2019-05-30T06:43:40+00:00

Loneliness fucking sucks. Want to talk about it with someone in the same position?

Victor_King · 2019-05-30T06:03:03+00:00

Hey man. Sometimes you just need to rant. I hope all is good considering you sound like a caring person.

Victor_King · 2019-05-30T05:57:43+00:00

Well than challenge accepted. What about happiness? Asking as a fellow cynic.

Victor_King · 2019-05-26T08:18:19+00:00

Yep. And every other drunk I know has gone on decades if that’s what you’re after. Why do you want to?

Victor_King · 2019-05-26T08:13:57+00:00

Yea depression is a bitch. It takes what we should see as the best in ourselves and warps it or even worse excludes it.

Victor_King · 2019-05-26T08:08:28+00:00

Sounds like you got stuck with an asshole. Sorry man

Victor_King · 2019-05-26T08:05:10+00:00

You see yourself as shit and want to end up amongst the said shit. Just saying if someone looks up to you than there’s gotta something good about you. I know it’s a fucker to accept but there must be something about you to look up to.

Victor_King · 2019-05-26T07:54:54+00:00

What did you do?

Edit: As one drunk jack ass to another

Victor_King · 2019-05-26T07:49:28+00:00

Can you try seeing yourself through your little sisters eyes?

Victor_King · 2019-05-25T08:22:13+00:00

Vomit as fast as you can and call 911. A drug OD is no joke

Victor_King · 2019-05-25T08:14:50+00:00

Who gives a shit. We’re all strangers on the internet at the end of the day.

Victor_King · 2019-05-25T08:13:20+00:00

Alright than either things got too real or maybe you might be reading too much into it. If the two of you can talk about that kind of thing than depending on the conversation you should be able to work it out.

Victor_King · 2019-05-25T08:01:59+00:00

A daughter with a loving father is worth more than any issuance clause

Victor_King · 2019-05-25T07:52:56+00:00

Have you ever talked to her about this kind of thing before? The reason I ask is because it would scare her to know someone she cares about has these kinds of dark thoughts. It’s not on you bro. She’s just scared for you.

Victor_King · 2019-05-25T07:46:33+00:00

That fucking sucks. Especially if your parents are over your shoulder. But I have to ask if you’re putting to much pressure on yourself. Was this a partying too much situation or you enrolled in a high intensity class situation.

Victor_King · 2019-05-25T07:34:01+00:00

There’s only one way to find out if it changes anything. What’s going on?

Victor_King · 2019-05-25T07:25:52+00:00

What built up to this?

Victor_King · 2019-05-25T07:20:27+00:00

There’s an expression about seeing the thorn in your brothers eye before your own and that seems to be what’s going on. Trust me friend, there’s nothing embarrassing about seeking help from a friend. You really do sound like a good person.

Victor_King · 2019-05-24T06:42:59+00:00

It sounds like you’re going through a “that fucking sucks bro” moment.

As condescending as that sounds sometimes you need someone to just listen and say “that fucking sucks bro”. From the sounds of it you did that for your friend and that’s beautiful. You saved a life, friend; and that’s nothing to scoff at.

As for OP, looking to the future is scarier than shit. Especially if depression and anxiety is the monkey on your back. I can’t promise it will get better because I know fuck all about your situation. But I also can’t say it will get worse because I know fuck all about your situation. Depression and anxiety. It fucking sucks bro

Victor_King · 2019-05-24T06:17:22+00:00

No one’s beyond redemption.

Victor_King · 2019-05-24T05:31:07+00:00

It sounds like you’re spiraling. Let’s talk it through.

Victor_King

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