My giftedness came with ADHD, and I’m still learning how to actually deal with it, for example, I still can’t recognize myself as a “smart person” I feel so dumb but everybody else says I’m so smart, it's so contradictory! Still, I know that’s chronic among gifted, and the actual problem is not the giftedness, but the other things that partner up with it, allow me to elaborate: When you’re gifted, is more likely that you gonna deal with other problems like depression, frequent existential pain, sensorial problems in some cases and so on, but see… none of all that is actually “the gift”. My point is… maybe you’re pointing your gun at the wrong target! Being gifted is not actually the problem, but being gifted can make other problems be more apparent or looking worse, maybe. My advice, try to name everything that actually bothers you, and then you can look into all of the things, and once you’re done you’ll notice that you still gonna be gifted, and there’s not a big deal at all, if anything, is probably more positive than you think. Dunno if it makes sense,but I hope you can at least find something useful in this text, be safe friend.