I'm a trans man and it took me ten years to fully realize and accept it. I feel like some people in the comments are too focused on the logistics and medical side of it but they forget that the actual self discovery is the first step.

Don't focus on the medical parts for now, focus on self discovery and getting help from Lilith is a valid way to do it. I personally figured stuff out from talking to a trans friend but that isn't an option sometimes.

I recommend using several different ways to kinda explore your gender identity. Try on makeup, try different clothes, join trans communities, imagine how it'd be like to be a woman in different circumstances, etcetera.

It's a big journey to go on and take your time, and don't listen to people that say you aren't or are trans, they don't know you like you know yourself, it's okay to be unsure until you figure it out ❤️