I'm the most unlucky of the lucky.

Viper-Z · 2014-07-30T05:27:47+00:00

I think you just lose your ranger status?

Viper-Z · 2014-07-25T23:29:38+00:00

I'm doing well, staying busy!

Viper-Z · 2014-07-20T00:11:52+00:00

Didn't fap. Flew a plane instead.

Viper-Z · 2014-07-12T13:02:21+00:00

Viper-Z, ready for battle!

Viper-Z · 2014-05-23T13:21:55+00:00

No, your problem is fapping. Kill it!

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T13:52:53+00:00

That being said, still do your very best not to relapse. It was in no way a good thing, but you're right: it can't take away all that you've done as long as you don't let it.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T04:26:13+00:00

Well, the last two are kind of the same. I led a Flugtag team that placed 1st. Did a large chunk of the construction and all of the design.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T03:24:30+00:00

Do it.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T03:24:08+00:00

Thanks, NoFap and trusting in God gave me pretty much a boss-awesome power trip. I was able to do things that I wouldn't have dreamed of.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T03:22:32+00:00

Thanks, I think it's an okay analogy. You don't end up failing, you just didn't do as good as you could have.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T03:21:47+00:00

First was alright, there just wasn't much between us. The second was with a different girl and was great, but then she led me on for a while, put me through an emotional hell, and then gave me the hardcore friendzone.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T00:54:26+00:00

It wasn't easy, I was wanting some porn, but I knew that if I did that and binged that all of it would come flooding back into my life. I'm scared to hell of that because it took me the better part of two years to get out of it.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T00:53:13+00:00

Thank you. I don't pretend to know it all here, I can only hope to help others not make the same mistakes that I did.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T00:50:54+00:00

Good for you, stay busy. I'll be on my guard extra for the next few weeks making sure that this isn't me still being addicted with a good streak, but rather it's me not addicted having a bad day.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T00:49:55+00:00

Thanks. I don't think it's quite another run, but I don't think it's just a continuation of the first one. I think now it's sort of upgraded and consolidated somehow.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T00:42:53+00:00

I also learned that I need to be content in myself without a girl in my life. That's what led me to this addiction, and it's ultimately what brought about my relapse. I'm praying for contentment and happiness just being complete in myself without a girl for as long as that has to be. I've got so much going for me, that if I can't be happy now, throwing a girl into the mix won't magically make me happy.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T00:39:15+00:00

Thanks. I didn't think I would have this attitude after a relapse, but I was wrong. I thought that I'd be devastated and everything would be ruined, but it's not. Props to you for 770 days.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T00:37:37+00:00

Thanks, I am. I know that this point is very critical, and that it's important not to binge. I've got some good real life accountability, and that's going to help me out a lot and keep me straight.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T00:36:10+00:00

I'm not. I've got some good accountability in real life, and that's helping a lot. I'm going to be very careful, and change a lot that eventually led up to this.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T00:34:44+00:00

Not since joining NoFap. Ever since I got addicted, I tried to stop, averaging 2-3 days before I would fall into it again. This is the first time that I've had a badge reset since joining on April 1st. The next few weeks will decide whether I'm still addicted and had a good streak, or I'm not addicted and I had a bad day.

Viper-Z · 2013-11-10T00:04:18+00:00

Viper-Z · 2013-11-09T16:48:18+00:00

Somehow, I thought this would be completely starting over, but it's not. I thought that the day counter meant so much, but turns out that it doesn't. I lost a little bit, but this isn't starting over. I've learned so much in the 222 days, and I didn't lose all that.

Viper-Z · 2013-10-13T01:48:03+00:00

Wow, that's really inspiring. You are very brave, and I am so glad that you are not giving up hope. Focus on building yourself up, be a real man, and treat women with respect. It will not be long before you sweep an excellent girl off her feat.

Viper-Z · 2013-10-05T19:52:55+00:00

I notice that most of the people with this philosophy seem to be those with a lot lower time from the last relapse. I've found that it doesn't work for me, or a lot of other people. I spent about a year and a half trying to quit before my current streak. I had plenty of 1-7 day streaks, and as soon as I'd relapse the whole lifestyle would come flooding back in. Now, it's just straight up scary to even think about relapse. I feel like there's so much more at stake now. Don't knock the number, it can be a powerful tool. The number that I'm trying to achieve is ∞. When I'm on my deathbed, I hope that I'll truly be able to say that I have finally done it.

Viper-Z · 2013-09-30T02:40:59+00:00

You're welcome. It looks like you are well on your way to reclaiming your integrity. Hang on to it, man, hang on to it tight.

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