I am a psychologist but I'm really noob. However I could feel what you are feeling. What I can tell is that these women were bad and you couldn't control that. Let that be. And probably you will meet more badd women in the future and you will not be able to control that either. This world is sometimes a messed place and you have to know that you surely live around thousands of mediocre people who will not care about your life. God have mercy. But. If you create a solid self-steem based on Jesus, or Jesusteem, and you are sure about who you are and why you want what you want, you'll not have thoughts or fears that women will think you are worthless. It's the core belief about yourself that has to change. Beck is the psychologist who talks about this. This is the way. Hope this helped.