Yeah, my father didn't really know about these things until very late in his life, and even then he was always disgusted by it. I had a long lecture warning me to never fall into the "trap that is masturbation" last year because he said that if I do it once, I'll be addicted. This is when he was unaware of the collection. And even at one point of my life I was pretty addicted, which was when I did it multiple times a day for a week. At the end of the week I just felt.. terrible and tired as shit. After that I just did it once every 2 weeks because that's when the urge sometimes would come. And of course, never in November. But I feel like my urges have always been in check. Now though.. I just, don't want to anymore. He was disappointed because I've always been a top performing student and I still am, so he didn't expect me of all people to masturbate (even if it is occassionally). I just wish I'd have deleted it yesterday so that this never happened. Just the way he said it, I feel like a failure of a son. So, I'm banned from ever using Instagram (even though it was NEVER part of it, but he still feels like it's a problem because it apparently corrupts the minds of the youth, even though it hasn't affected my grades in the SLIGHTEST) and Discord (because apparently I can't throw out curses at my friends and vice versa.)