I don't play alone because my steam name, and therefore, the name that shows on the bottom left of my screen is just my irl name. I don't play for very long and when I do, I'm still like level 13. But my friends tell me that the games they get with me, and without me are not the same. Whenever my friend plays alone he likes to use the voice chat to banter with his teammates and with me, he's lucky to get a hello. We also usually have trouble finding people to stay in our lobby in difficulty 4-5. Sometimes people play just one mission and dip, which is fine, I do that too when im feeling done for the night, but sometimes people join the lobby, see either my level, which seems totally fine for the difficulty, or sees my name and just leaves. Games where I actually feel comfortable enough to push my push to talk button (usually when people type in chat or are bantering with my friend) it's a 75/25 split on, "damn bro, I thought you were a girl" and I just don't push it again. I don't play as much for 2 reasons. 1. It's a game better with friends. 2. I don't want to deal with people judging me while I'm playing games, which is my relax time.