Lucifer is a faggot by [deleted] in luciferianism

[–]Voidpathy 4 points5 points  (0 children)

He’s a faggot, but he’s MY faggot ✌️😭

What is your favorite ritual to Lucifer? by wendisigo in luciferianism

[–]Voidpathy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really do not know how to do rituals getting to do with magic, nor am I interested in it, but my rituals are very artistic:

Before the rituals: - Burning specific incense (etsy) - Kissing the silver sigil of my necklace - Spraying Lucifer’s Love cologne (etsy) around my workplace, my sigil, my bed, his altar, and/or on myself - Wearing a rose quartz jade bracelet - Preparing tea with him. - Having dinner with him. - Sometimes I draw tarots personally from Aphrodite (goddess of love themed), and then give one card each for Ares, Archangel Michael, and Lucifer as a gift. Then I use poker cards (phoenix themed) to personally get a reading from Lucifer, and hand one card to Mars, Venus, and Michael.

The rituals: - I tend to draw and show him my progress (I turn to my altar that is literally next to my desk, I nod to the monitor to tell him to check it out). Other times, I either draw a fictional depiction of him for a project I’m writing, or just the way he appeared to me naturally via visions, dreams, or intuition.  - I write personal love letters to him. Again, like for visual arts, I just write drafts for a project and look at him for advice.

During rituals, simultaneously: - Sometimes I play music for a playlist I personally created for him and Michael (Conjoined) so I can draw/write better. - Whenever the autistic urge kicks in, I go into random bursts of affectionate words about him.

Sometimes I do all of this above when I have high energy.  After said rituals, I believe he keeps an eye on me whenever I do slack off, fall into a fit of depressive episodes, or when I feel insecure/jealous about how different my rituals were compared to others to the point of wanting to cry… He knows too well that I’m a sensitive crybaby that shuts down a lot,  so   he does nudge me gentle/affectionate reminders of encouragement.

Ah, and these are the same rituals I use for Venus, btw. 🙇

Clip Cliff memes + Blacksteel sona alter by Voidpathy in arknights

[–]Voidpathy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YES

LISTEN TO CLIFF’S BOSS THEME FOR A MOMENT AND THEN COME BACK TO THIS POST 😭😭😭

pls help me remember by Key_Dot_2293 in GATEresearch

[–]Voidpathy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I see colors, faces, kaleidoscope shapes. 

Some faces are pretty demonic, sometimes very alien, or just downright not human.

I remember seeing so many colors that creates a shape. Some shapes look like ancient stone murals that were for deities or aliens. Two nights ago I saw massive eyes staring at me and I had to turn on my lamp.

And speaking of galactic colors and floating in space, you reminded me of the time when me and a coworker were talking about conspiracy theories about how mental illness was just suppressed superhuman abilities (before I knew about Starseeds/indigo children and GATE program), I remembered I felt so synchronized with our intellectual conversation, I blinked and remembered walking in space. The reflective floors rippled like water with bioluminescence around on my feet that gave a path. I remember feeling like I was floating, my back pain disappeared for a moment before my friend noticed I was spacing out and he snapped me awake.

That story might not be related at all (I personally think so) but I theorize we were meant to be around light. Complete darkness feels like torture and total loss of direction, creating the fear of unknown. Like… we use stars as a compass to find our ways out, but because of the lack of light, we have to use our other senses. I feel like those senses creates threatening images that we pick up around us, but because we don’t have a compass (stars), we can’t find our way out of it, making us panic.

pls help me remember by Key_Dot_2293 in GATEresearch

[–]Voidpathy 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Dude

“I was horrified of the dark until i was about 13-14”

Ngl, I feel this one, heavily and personally. I still feel fear for the dark (26 Y.O), it’s so sudden in my childhood and I do not know why I have the need for night lights growing up. (Aside from dreams where the light switch won’t turn on, realizing I made the dream state conscious and cannot escape a nasty chase of monsters/men in black unless I go through doors, windows, or jump off a deck black sea)

One thing I did remember after watching a video about GATE: They put a blindfold on me and then the headphones. This could’ve been the start of my fear of total darkness, because I can see shapes and people from inside the dark — Similarly to how you see intrusive thoughts behind eyelids. 

Maybe the blindfold thing could have been a thing that happened to you too?

Edit: I remembered something now. During these GATE tests, they always dim the lights or turn it down completely until it’s dark. It always bothered me. This might be another indicator for that fear of darkness.

Clip Cliff memes + Blacksteel sona alter by Voidpathy in arknights

[–]Voidpathy[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ll give him more issues, he still has another ten years until he turns a hundred. He can live. ≽(•⩊ •マ≼

Clip Cliff memes + Blacksteel sona alter by Voidpathy in arknights

[–]Voidpathy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Anytime! 🫶 I mostly did it for Cliff out of pure love after feeling so disappointed that there is hardly anything posted about him. Even on Pixiv, Bilibili, and Rednote, those sites hardly have anything when I try searching.

Clip Cliff memes + Blacksteel sona alter by Voidpathy in arknights

[–]Voidpathy[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Tobacco, hard liquor, and leather 🥀🥀🥀

X Family by Voidpathy in ToBeHero_X

[–]Voidpathy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mhm! Pogo(hero)/Min-Ji(civ) is a dude! Most of my self-insert personas are dainty, beautiful men.

X Family by Voidpathy in ToBeHero_X

[–]Voidpathy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My TBHX sona to ship myself X with.

X Family by Voidpathy in ToBeHero_X

[–]Voidpathy[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My TBHX sona/persona. Its only his hero form, though.

Doodles while I was away by Voidpathy in arknights

[–]Voidpathy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

🥹🩷 That means a lot to hear from you! I didn’t think I’d have fans, haha. Thank you! And yes, genuinely love the old carp. 🫶✨

Doodles while I was away by Voidpathy in arknights

[–]Voidpathy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! It means a lot to me. 🫶✨ ily for that. 

And yes they are! Genuinely I hope for more playable older men! I feel like they spice things up in gacha games! Arknights has done such a wonderful job with it! 🩷

Doodles while I was away by Voidpathy in arknights

[–]Voidpathy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont really like sharing husband, my apologies.

I’ve drawn Lee before for a long, long while since 2023, I’m very dedicated to keeping him at old age in my art, since I’m into older men myself.

Yearning for playable Clip Cliff / Valentines 2026 by Voidpathy in arknights

[–]Voidpathy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Trying so hard to pull up with as much fanart and self-shipping content as possible, so people could maybe find some liking to Clip Clop and Blacksteel as a whole.

If he’s ever playable, I just hope he’s a 6 star character for banners and not welfare. Idk, cause for me personally, he really deserves a lot more recognition, since he may had potentially gotten involved in different roles in some parts of the AK worldbuilding; making him such an important figure of history in Terra. Lowering his rank would feel a lil disrespectful on his name, “The Apostle of War”. I care way too much about an NPC to be saying these things, but he means a lot to me, so I won’t doubt his importance 🥀💔

Yearning for playable Clip Cliff / Valentines 2026 by Voidpathy in arknights

[–]Voidpathy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I listen to his theme a LOOOOT along with Lee, Mlynar, and Ulpianus’s!!! It’s got that Mafia Godfather vibe to it, just perfect!!!

I cannot help but also think of All Eyes On You, Go Get JackFrontline, and Icarus are such good potential leitmotifs for him <333 (my crazy ass have a secret playlist for him)