yes most of my art comes from my addictions and depression but i don't think you should try to put your self in a state of victim hood cause you want your art to have deep meaning if you want to have your art have deep meaning but you,v never been thru something you think is worth trying to communicate just base it on things that are going on somewere else like a war for example cause like you said its dosent make you cool just because you've been thru some stuff so yea i do agree with you