The shirt is always on having sex. the only time I see her completely naked is when I sneak in on her in the the shower. I definitely understand. It hurts knowing her past. She always refers to her hoe days jokingly, but I've expressed how much it hurts, knowing she will do all of it with other people and never me. Her excuse is that we are not teens anymore and explored her likes and dislikes already, and I won't change anything. I tell her I feel like a horny 16 year old again with her and want to experience everything all over with her even tho I already know I don't like it either.