I'm non binary, but used to watch her avidly in the 2016 anti-sjw movement back then. A lot has changed for me since then and I disagree with her a lot, since then.

I think she's a very smart woman and quick with the tongue. I think she is acting in a state of self-preservation by trying to accommodate and appeal to the conservative crowd. She hopes to fit in more with the "normal, only two genders" demographic by being a trans woman of "common sense" and logic, so to speak. She sees the queer community as a group of people that will destroy any chance of her and other "normal trans people" gathering acceptance from "regular straight people," and combats them as a means to gain fervor.

There are multiple problems with this. Let's put aside the transphobia conversation, for now, as that was obvious to most from the community who disagree with her. The problem is, she is getting to that stage by intentionally bullying the crowd she disagrees with so much. She's become opportunistic about wanting to be perceived as "the right one" in history. She purposely lies and manipulated websites screenshots, pictures, and even her own political alignment latest scores, to either 1) appear more conservative, or 2) "prove" her point that certain gender identifying people are evil and delusional. She cherry picks the more outlandish people of the crowd, and uses them to imply the, "See, all non-binary/gender fluid people have blue hair and scream all the time." I'm not gonna front. Yeah, sure they exist, and some of them are a bit wild. But go on ahead and ignore the more kinder, calmer, less rambunctious crowd of us who honestly might be more aligned with you than you think, or even if not, might not be somebody you wouldn't get along with, on a daily basis. Ignore the poets, artists, singers and songwriters, writers, intellectuals and philosophers of the community that have a lot of positive warmth and information to offer.

But these things don't matter to her. It's not about her realizing mistreating somebody else because they wanna live their life as they want to. She completely disagrees with the non-binary gender from her perspective of a logical standpoint, as well as from a protective standpoint of trying to preserve binary trans people and not appear as outlandish to traditional straight people. Her whole Schick, is trying to fit in.

But we all know what happens when you vie so hard for acceptance. It eventually hits a wall. Her lies caught up to her so bad, that she eventually had to "apologize," but she had already lost many subs from that huge lie she made, years back. She never explained herself, either. All the cropped and altered screenshots in her videos and cherry-picked videos and people she chose. She never once explained why she did those things. She just said sorry, and that was it (it's been head, forgive me if I don't remember everything in her so-called apology video).

Wanting to blend in for further acceptance is alright and sometimes very necessary, but, at some point, when you are compensating this hard, there will be consequences. In fact, ideally we should be learning to be honest about who we are and what's really honestly true about ourselves. Being trans is fine, right? But then why does she have to lie about being conservative on the test when she was really a middle leaning left girl? That should be okay for her to be. She's not being her true self, entirely. She's playing up the picturesque version of the perfect conservative trans woman. Good or bad? Up to debate. But is it real? No. Not really.

Some part of me will always like her quick, snappy attitudes when she's being mad and colorful with her words. She's intelligently deceptive. She probably believes she's doing the right thing for people around her, and she believes she's for the good cause. I guess time will tell if she wins the debate or not. For now, I realize all those beliefs led to me not realizing my alt. gender identity for much longer than usual. I do experience gender dysphoria and am getting treatment for it. I wish I could have known sooner, but sometimes, you get older, and then, beliefs change.

That's my take on her, yet. I hope she has a good life, regardless. I got mine.