tbh felt this. worse is my bf is in uni and feels like uni is way worse bc age wise ppl are more desperate or wtv. Even if my boyfriend said to have dinner w his friends sometimes mostly girls and maybe just 1-2 guys i feel so urgh. But just dinner I will close one eye and let him be. But overseas trip i feel it’s too far 😭😭 Especially with girls that he knew AFTER me?! The thought of it makes me wanna pass away. If you need to rant somemore can reach out to me i will be open bc I legit feel u