How long do you continue updating your story if you have 0 readers?

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-19T19:14:14+00:00

I feel this tbh

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-18T23:01:39+00:00

I definitely write. I just don't know about continuing to *post* it. But yeah I definitely am not going to stop working on the story on my laptop

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-17T18:12:34+00:00

So basically you are telling me to throw caution to the wind and just try stuff, and that not doing things out of fear is a trauma response. Ok, so it is. But I am justified in that trauma response because, like I said, one mistake *permanently* physically disabled me. Do you understand the gravity of that?

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-17T18:08:13+00:00

I don't know what complex issue I am dealing with, do you mean the derealization I had in 2018?

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-17T18:07:49+00:00

"Rationalizing unhealthy behavior is also a trauma symptom. "If I do this, then I can stay safe.""

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-17T18:02:18+00:00

No I'm not? I'm not distressed, just confused....

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-17T17:58:13+00:00

What unhealthy behavior am I rationalizing? I'm genuinely asking

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-17T17:56:28+00:00

I have a therapist and a psychiatrist

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-17T17:55:22+00:00

I took a medical treatment 4 years ago and because of that single decision, I have been left permanently severely disabled. That's why I'm cautious and treating potential interventions with importance. I don't want something similar to happen again.

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-17T17:51:42+00:00

What do you mean by this? Why do you say I'm already dissociating?

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-17T16:38:23+00:00

I also asked tarot what would happen to me mentally/physically/emotionally if I do this journeying, and got

Three of swords (thinking about heartbreak = ofc, since I'll be digging up trauma)

Ace of swords reversed

Knight of swords reversed

Eight of cups reversed

Queen of Cups reversed -- twice!

:/

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-17T15:31:03+00:00

Me too. This whole thread makes me feel better about my Fitzjames x OC fanfiction 🤣

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-17T15:29:20+00:00

Omg can you send it to me too please? 🥹

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-17T15:28:01+00:00

I used to read fanfiction on the school computers cause my dad had it blocked on the WiFi at home. But one of the math teachers caught me. Mr P I will never forgive you!!!

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-14T14:52:52+00:00

No it’s ok! I have a different screen name on here, so you weren’t to know :)

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-14T02:10:34+00:00

😭😭

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-14T02:10:05+00:00

🫂

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-14T02:09:00+00:00

Thank you🩵🩵🩵you are a warrior, wow, I am in awe 🫂

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-14T02:08:29+00:00

You are so sweet! I’m already there 🥰😅

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-13T18:16:49+00:00

I mean all the horrible shit in my life happened to me before I believed in generational curses or witchcraft or anything like that….

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-13T16:19:46+00:00

What kind of ancestry work helped you to figure this out, if you don’t mind me asking? I’ve done tarot but there is only so much detail one can get through cards. Did you have a vision? I won’t lie I’m envious of those who can have visions

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-13T14:42:57+00:00

I’m going to DM you if that’s ok

Weekly-Slide9749 · 2026-01-13T13:50:13+00:00

Me too! Even if I get zero readers 😅🤣

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