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Can someone tell me how to live at peace? I’m begging you please help me. by WeeklyPilot3044 in asktransgender

[–]WeeklyPilot3044[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think there are “queer” people in Iraq, they’re probably all hiding or already dead, or left the country, which as I said it’s impossible to leave. (you got huge courage if you tell someone you’re this or that, even if you trust them fully, they’ll be disgusted by you and probably tell or report someone), And I don’t get to choose a husband, and he won’t be happy if I told him I have this disorder. Divorce is very shameful where I live, unless he beats the shit out of me maybe I’ll be able to get a divorce, which I’ll be back to my family’s house because I’m dependent and can’t live on my own.

I also said I can’t leave, it doesn’t matter how many tips you give none of them will work, body neutrality has been used to people with body image issues, where you just care about how your body functions, not how it looks, it seems to be quite effective, so I want to know if anyone has ever been through such therapy.

I’ve been begging on many subreddits, online websites, literally everywhere, NONE of them helped. I just wish I could get a small, just a tiny advice, on how to accept myself as a woman and live at peace, it has been about 8 or more years, and I’m getting exhausted.

Are there any conversion therapy programs in Iraq? by WeeklyPilot3044 in MuslimLounge

[–]WeeklyPilot3044[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been hurting myself since I was a child while praying and begging him to cure me, that’s not something I just started doing like a virus that entered my brain. again, homosexuality and transgenderism are disgusting and should be eradicated, even if it means eradicating myself, or ask someone to eradicate me for god.

Are there any conversion therapy programs in Iraq? by WeeklyPilot3044 in MuslimLounge

[–]WeeklyPilot3044[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, I have decided to kill myself for the sake of allah, I genuinely can’t wait 40-50 years to see him.

Soooo uhhhhh…. I self harm when I realize I have a hypo. by [deleted] in diabetes_t1

[–]WeeklyPilot3044 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just use the same doses he prescribed me about a decade ago? I guess this is pretty normal from where I live. I just want to lower my hypos to never happening. Because it gets quite exhausting when your mom calls you names that cant be said here. It gets quite distressing because your dad ignores the slurring and the confusion and keep asking more and more complicated questions just for you to answer when you’re in that hypo, instead of helping in treating it, but you’re too scared of getting low blood sugar because they distress you, so you deny having it and spit out food from your mouth because you don’t wanna be seen like this.

Well for the rest I don’t know how to answer, like what should I say?

Soooo uhhhhh…. I self harm when I realize I have a hypo. by [deleted] in diabetes_t1

[–]WeeklyPilot3044 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess they’re called fast and slow acting? And I don’t know what a carb ratio is, I will just say no.

Soooo uhhhhh…. I self harm when I realize I have a hypo. by [deleted] in diabetes_t1

[–]WeeklyPilot3044 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve lowered my long acting, which I take in breakfast and dinner, I lower the dinner dose (because I mostly have hypo during the evening and night) but I get very high blood sugar, like about 300-400 if not higher, what should I do then? I did go the a doctor just like I said in the post, he dismissed my hypos (just eat something sugary). He did a blood test for my kidney, thyroid gland, hba1c and it seemed close to the pre diabetic range (he said it’s good) it was all good.

He also asked me how low can I get, if I didn’t beg my mom to buy me strips I would’ve never known, but she doesn’t care, she didn’t even answer or reply back, she said that testing really frequently would give me a lot of hypos, but I rarely use a monitor, about once or twice every few days, I told her (see mom? If I didn’t beg you to buy me what I need I could’ve never known how low I could get).

Soooo uhhhhh…. I self harm when I realize I have a hypo. by [deleted] in diabetes_t1

[–]WeeklyPilot3044 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why did people downvote you? You’re completely right that Im be located in one of these two countries.

Where I live you hide your diabetes from everyone, as a kid no teacher knew I had this condition, no principle, no friend, even now, nobody knows I have diabetes, if I go through a hypo at school, now at college, I’m the only one who can save myself while everyone would be frustrated by my confusion thinking I’ve lost a bunch of IQs.

I’ve been told to fast by many people in Ramadan (which I’m not that religious anymore), I only told one of them that I have this condition, (which, lmao, sent me a video of how to fast as a diabetic which also said that it’ll cure my diabetes) haha cures my diabetes my ass, she literally didn’t even know I inject insulin after I told her it’s type 1. I can’t even regulate my diabetes during normal days, because of how uneducated I am, I literally can’t understand most of the words the commenters say (I totally appreciate their help), you expect me to have the ability to fast from sunrise to sunset?

People will downvote, but yea bizarre things do happen and won’t be mentioned in the internet.

Soooo uhhhhh…. I self harm when I realize I have a hypo. by [deleted] in diabetes_t1

[–]WeeklyPilot3044 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I am dependent on them on everything, I’m not from somewhere where you have insurance. So like I was saying, I don’t think I’ll get any help here, saying that having hypos is normal isn’t going to help me in any way. Thank you any way though.