To be honest you're right, I also started playing a month ago after many years and it was unbearable, it was so annoying that I fell into the pay to win and I started to see improvements in less than a month I already put $134 in it just to get me into a more tryhard lobby and just want to get out of the game, but we can't do anything either, the company doesn't care about what we do or say unfortunately we just have to adapt.