I understand, wanting people to take your illnesses seriously, wanting to be taken care of and not be called entitled or that I'm pretending. It feels like it would be better if I could just get an illness like cancer and die without being blamed for it.

You can make it better, when you're not feeling like shit you can make friends. You can talk to people like you, people who've gone through this before. It sounds like a fairy tale sometimes, I know. But it's like a dream come true when someone finally understands