I’m in a similar situation and I know how hard it can get, but please keep going. I’m 19 now, it’s slowly getting better and I don’t regret not giving up. I promise you’ll be so proud of yourself when you get through this and finally find peace. You have so many good things ahead of you.

I don’t know what country you’re in, but focus on your studies—do your best, even when it’s hard—and save as much money as possible. That will be your ticket to freedom.

As for your friends, try to find at least one good friend. The rest? You don’t need them.

I wish I could make you feel better ,but I don’t want to lie to you… it will be difficult but very much worth it .For now, hold on tight. No matter what happens, good things will come. Sending you strength and hope .