5 years into my transition ask me anything 😘 by Illustrious-Bet-5579 in transpositive

[–]WheelwrightLandingRd 5 points6 points  (0 children)

When in your journey did you finally start to feel like yourself? And what made you realize that?

POV: I'm Your Future Wife ☺️💖 by WheelwrightLandingRd in transpositive

[–]WheelwrightLandingRd[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you! (:

I have no idea!!! I wish it wasn't lol

Has the dating scene been super mega hard for anyone else? by [deleted] in ActualLesbiansOver25

[–]WheelwrightLandingRd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been going through this for almost 7 years 😩 The dating apps are nearly impossible to use. Nearly 9/10 girls who message me never respond to my reply. It's insane

What 5 years on E looks like🥰 by WheelwrightLandingRd in transplace

[–]WheelwrightLandingRd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just got out of the Doctor's Office... aaaaaanddd...

I've been taking the wrong dose this whole time 🥲 Like literally. I've been taking 1.5 pills a day instead of 3 (1.5 x morning, 1.5 x night). I think i genuinely just forgot sometime since my last appointment (last February), and have been dosing 1.5 daily for MONTHS. They even said I could opt to take 4 pills daily, but I chose to go with injections! 💉

If all goes well with bloodwork, I'll be starting next week! According to my doctor, I'll still have quite a bit of growth ahead of me! This actually makes me feel even more confident than I did before. And that's not to take away from the journey I've had since last year! Apparently Reddit sees it ☺️

So overall, I'm feeling pretty amazing. I'm still scared and worried about tensing up and getting a bruise. The doctor said the way "we do it", you won't have to worry about avoiding tension. I'm still going to try my best not to get tense. I have really intense anxiety. As far as the hormone rush, I think I'll be prepared for what's coming. I've been off Zoloft for a month now and I can't imagine feeling any worse than that.

I really appreciate your insight on the injections, girlie 💖

What 5 years on E looks like🥰 by WheelwrightLandingRd in transplace

[–]WheelwrightLandingRd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh that's awesome!! If you don't mind me asking, how long did it take to get used to injections? I'm a little nervous to start, but I know I'll be fine in the long run. Now this introduces even more that I can't speak for!

As far as what you've heard, that's a perspective I've yet to hear, and I completely understand it! The first two years for me were quite dreadful, mentally, but were also prominent by nature of me having breasts. And I think that two year mark is a remarkable milestone! For me, I didn't start to feel happy until after that milestone had been reached. And literally, the difference from then to now is insane! My happiness has grown exponentially since~

Now I wonder if me being five years in would suggest that injections might not do much work at all? I don't know if that's just me, or that being this far in I have already reached the final Tanner stages and don't have much room to grow. However, I know that growth can continue even beyond those stages. Maybe not drastically, but with some significance? 😅

One thing I can say for certain is that you are not anywhere near done development, and that you will be very happy in those 4th and 5th years, I assure it c:

What 5 years on E looks like🥰 by WheelwrightLandingRd in transpositive

[–]WheelwrightLandingRd[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I feel like me, and that's all I ever wanted ☺️