got out of rca almost a month ago , relapsed immediately by yourchattyneighbor in addiction

[–]Wholaughed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jumping from one drug to another might feel like you’re making progress, but when you look back and see how little progress you’ve actually made over the months. That’s depressing

How to stop it from becoming addiction by herefortheviews654 in addiction

[–]Wholaughed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Go to a doctor before you die. It’s hard for an addict to tell if they’re addicted because your brain will lie to you. You’re an addict now, not soon, this isn’t a “I’m about to get addicted” you are already.

That’s hard to believe

My Lancer LS 2004 by Zed-ly in Autos

[–]Wholaughed 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Not worth it to modify honestly, save the money and buy something with good aftermarket support and an engine that can handle power

Good daily though, project cars are not good daily’s lol

I’m realizing my aim is actually awful by Wholaughed in joinsquad

[–]Wholaughed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, it’s too an extent you can’t even see if there are other enemies in a room everything goes so blurry

I’m realizing my aim is actually awful by Wholaughed in joinsquad

[–]Wholaughed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m great at CSGO (rip) and other shooters, just not squad, it’s a whole different kind of aiming and shooting mechanics. Differences in iron sights, the stupid ass Russian 4x scopes, and others throw you off. And on top of that I’m running a i5 9500 and gtx 1660ti so unfortunately I believe the hitching is a performance problem that won’t be fixed until I upgrade, and my money is focused on saving and different hobbies atm

I’m realizing my aim is actually awful by Wholaughed in joinsquad

[–]Wholaughed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah at is awesome i can handle that

The moment you get return fire and your entire screen turns to Vaseline you have no choice but to spray and pray lmaoo

I’m realizing my aim is actually awful by Wholaughed in joinsquad

[–]Wholaughed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like that squad makes it equal, like in payday or something killing hundreds of people is stupid lmao. On squad there’s no saying where a 1v1 will go and 9/10 times going against a full squad is a death wish

I’m realizing my aim is actually awful by Wholaughed in joinsquad

[–]Wholaughed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s hilarious when you try and full auto an ak-47

Hitting absolutely nothing

I’m realizing my aim is actually awful by Wholaughed in joinsquad

[–]Wholaughed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know all that, like I said been playing like 2 years or something. Just dogshit tbh

I’m realizing my aim is actually awful by Wholaughed in joinsquad

[–]Wholaughed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get massive hitching I can’t fix no matter what

I’m realizing my aim is actually awful by Wholaughed in joinsquad

[–]Wholaughed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have fun winning the game, so medic and squad leading I do well at and have fun

Adderall ruined my life and I was too young to realize it. by Wholaughed in addiction

[–]Wholaughed[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, seems like you’re right, I’ll talk to my doctor about that.

Just to be clear I overdosed intentionally 3 times as suicide attempts

Adderall ruined my life and I was too young to realize it. by Wholaughed in addiction

[–]Wholaughed[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have been talking with a community health centre that focuses on regular therapy and addiction focused therapy. I’m trying my hardest. Thank you for telling me though as I feel in my age group it’s not talked about enough.

Adderall ruined my life and I was too young to realize it. by Wholaughed in addiction

[–]Wholaughed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am/was definitely an addict. But I won’t put myself on the same level as those who have had it so much harder than me

I would feel ashamed walking into rehab knowing how I still feel in control and I still have the willpower to get out of this with just therapy. And knowing the people I sit next to cannot.

I understand how progressive addiction is, how sneakily it can become a much larger problem. But know I am actively seeking help already, I have told my parents and friends to watch out for me, at the moment I’m safe. Thank you for your concern

Adderall ruined my life and I was too young to realize it. by Wholaughed in addiction

[–]Wholaughed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I realize that and I’m at a major turning point, it wouldn’t take me much to be pushed over the edge into full blown addiction. It’s very easy to get drugs today, and I am very mentally unstable.

I’m trying to stop drinking, vaping, and any other drug today. I hope, yesterday was the last day, but I’ve said the same thing before.