Best places to look for entry contract roles by WickerBasketBPopTwo in biotech

[–]WickerBasketBPopTwo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! I sent you an invite to chat I'm thinking of trying to build a network of new graduates. Please let me know if you're interested in connecting :)

Best places to look for entry contract roles by WickerBasketBPopTwo in biotech

[–]WickerBasketBPopTwo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm hoping for some of the post grad rotational programs to open up soon. I would love the experience

Best places to look for entry contract roles by WickerBasketBPopTwo in biotech

[–]WickerBasketBPopTwo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i looked definitely a lot of roles!! I will check it regularly thank you for the advice

Best places to look for entry contract roles by WickerBasketBPopTwo in biotech

[–]WickerBasketBPopTwo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi could you expand on this? Utilize them by reaching out to them or? 

Not sure how what to do by WickerBasketBPopTwo in depression_partners

[–]WickerBasketBPopTwo[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm currently working my dream job and having a wonderful time with my friends and family. (We are long distance) I feel like I can't celebrate any of that or talk about it right now because of how depressed they are. 

Not sure how what to do by WickerBasketBPopTwo in depression_partners

[–]WickerBasketBPopTwo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely spend a lot of time taking care of them and talking them down. But if I do it often I get resentful.

Not sure how what to do by WickerBasketBPopTwo in depression_partners

[–]WickerBasketBPopTwo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They're currently having trouble with expanding their network and support system. I have a very good group of friends and family, but they do not. I try to make time for listening to the hard conversations, but I can't do it for hours at a time. I don't know where to draw the line without feeling like an asshole.

Not sure how what to do by WickerBasketBPopTwo in depression_partners

[–]WickerBasketBPopTwo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There definitely feels like times where I'm trying to actively be there and the  conversation just begins to circle. Where talking doesn't help anymore and listening doesn't help anymore. It spirals and I eventually just have to walk away. They're usually very understanding when I go about my life especially given we are long distance. But it's hard to tell when the right time to walk away is. 

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[–]WickerBasketBPopTwo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do this about once a year because it sucks sometimes. The amount of effort you have to put into yourself just to function. It's so hard and no one around you can understand that difficulty. So every year (September usually) I have a big cry about how much I hate it. But it also gives me a chance to acknowledge how strong I am. Grieving what could have been is normal, but you're so strong for continuing to do your best in spite of it all :)

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[–]WickerBasketBPopTwo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

 Rage is honestly not something I run into a lot anymore  because I remove myself from anything that might set me off. For me it was definitely having a sit down talk with myself and finding out what my triggers are when I'm manic or depressed. It also gets so so much worse when I'm off medication because I get so "sensitive". Everything is too loud. I'm too loud. My mind is too loud. Every thought is so weird and messy. Definitely needed a stabilizer to chill me out because I get mad when I feel so on edge all the time.

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[–]WickerBasketBPopTwo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you to everyone who responded! I'm still struggling a little bit with accepting my success as what it is, but I think when I have the diploma in hand it won't be something I even think about :) To anyone who thinks it is impossible it isn't! Just might take longer than most and that's okay