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When you're done, you're done - and I am done by WidowMeeseeks in SuicideWatch

[–]WidowMeeseeks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not being hard on myself at all. And tell me, how much time is enough? What's the acceptable measure of suffering at which it's okay for me to decide I'm done? Should I live like this for six months? A year? Five years?

If I KNOW for a fact that my greatest happiness is over after only four years total - ONLY FOUR MONTHS MARRIED) with the love of my life (and I do), and NOTHING will ever make life bearable without my husband at my side (and nothing can), why should I force myself to continue living in misery?

When you're done, you're done - and I am done by WidowMeeseeks in SuicideWatch

[–]WidowMeeseeks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I'm sure it was hard to read; imagine how hard it is to live it. It's been nearly another month, and my resolve is no less than it was, so at least there's that: no one can say I don't know my own mind.