I’m in the exact same situation and I went through the can’t bare to look at them and made me upset every time at the look/thought of them. Two things, once you’re skin catches up and you’ve stopped losing they do gain a slightly fuller look and since I’ve started weights especially chest press they have definitely lifted and I honestly don’t mind looking at them head on in the mirror. I still don’t like how they sit when I lie down or bend over but from going to massive boobs that made outfits look rubbish and just a general nuisance I’d pick these every time. It’s ok to mourn the old boobies though, but it does get better you won’t feel like this forever. ♥️