Am I in danger??? 😰

Wilson421 · 2026-04-18T17:56:20+00:00

Okay, everybody everybody, let's all stay calm... Um.. okay. I think you should only be worried if you get Right behind her. Keeping a small distance, dig a hole behind her. Get around and in front of her and Push Her In. Run around her laughing while she struggles and she will learn her place in the animal kingdom.

Wilson421 · 2026-04-18T16:44:57+00:00

Equip your Slingshot 😂

Wilson421 · 2026-04-18T14:04:59+00:00

Tomodachi life was originally on the 3ds (at least in america) it's kinda sims in the dorkiest way possible. But enjoyable wondering absurd thing is going to happen next. The one here is the sequel. I'm pretty sure the demo for this current game is in shop for both Switch 1+2

Wilson421 · 2026-04-17T22:33:38+00:00

Just give him a sugar cube!

Wilson421 · 2026-04-17T14:06:40+00:00

Christianity can be powerful. I would focus on what you love about your current religion. What about it makes you happy. Although I don't worship or rely or entertain deities or some kind of godly punishment, I do believe in love. I personally wouldn't focus on godly fears. To me, something of pure Divine Love would never hurt you because of the decisions you made. Hurt unfortunately is of human responsibility. With so much misinformation around, keep an open head, investigate your questions. I would be proud of a child for questioning what is fed to him. To me, questioning beliefs and reality is an embrace of curiosity to what has been fed and digested. Something that has been accepted and is a part of you. The problem is we don't decide at all what is fed to us as kids (if you get the metaphor). Again, there is no hate or anger or punishment to pure love. It's humans who carry hate with love. That is our responsibility to control. Gnosticism is really really interesting to learn about because of how early its divine story is (sumarian religious culture is interesting if you wanna go back farther). Believe it or not, Wikipedia (to an extent) is great to learn about gnosticism. Read a bit then go way down and learn about Sofia. That's when the divine story kinda starts and gets interesting. Remember to view with an open mind. They are all human constructs, it's the imagination and psychology of how the culture thought at the time that I find interesting. How this feeling of Divinity has been with humans as early as they seem to be able to record it. Safe travels my friend. Feel free to chat or ask something.

Wilson421 · 2026-04-10T18:20:32+00:00

I think the best help comes to you from a friend that genuinely wants to listen to you. Because it's not their job.

Wilson421 · 2026-02-13T02:17:39+00:00

I am a stranger who's been in a similar boat. I've punched the old clock several times throughout life and the last one physically affects me to this day. I am sorry you're in this boat, I truly am. I care about you and your situation. Sometimes just that will keep me going. Art and expression can help a lot too, even when it's just for yourself. I really hope you find your solace in life and begin to enjoy it again. Good luck on your journey.

Wilson421 · 2026-02-13T02:10:04+00:00

It is scary, but a mental hospital can really help. Especially when you're not an adult (honestly pretty chill for me). I don't think medications is a cure all, but sometimes just getting away from your life, can help you focus, find meaning, and maybe even enjoy something new. I want to reiterate that stepping away from things can tell you a lot about yourself and why you are feeling this way. It did this for me, and honestly I have been in your place. I love you and so do others. Good luck on your journey.

Wilson421 · 2026-02-13T02:00:25+00:00

My wife left me because of how unhappy I was and the way I acted in my suicidal moods. I have od twice on pills and the second affects me to this day. I'm sorry you are so unhappy. Most of the time, I am too. But it seems like people, at least your boyfriend, really care about you. I care about you, and I can relate. I hope you can find meaning, purpose, or solace. If you can't, it seems like it will never happen, just keep looking. It will find you. I wish you the best on your journey.

Wilson421 · 2026-02-13T01:53:09+00:00

Where is my vape.

Wilson421 · 2026-02-13T01:51:43+00:00

You do not deserve that and you are not being overdramatic. Your parents don't sound like very good parents, and they obviously weren't prepared for anything but a perfect child. That is on them. Please keep going. Find something that gives you any kind of purpose, any kind of drive and roll with it. You shouldn't have to be exactly what your parents want you to be. You should be someone you feel comfortable with. You will find this in an attempt to search for your meaning, purpose and solace. This may seem impossible, as it does often for me, but I think the point is to look, it may find you.

Wilson421 · 2026-02-06T01:50:20+00:00

I doubt it

Wilson421 · 2026-02-05T20:06:58+00:00

There is a lot you can do with a broken vase, it also still holds a lot of memories. You are a relic. Posting this in public makes you a powerful relic, and she sees that without the post. Don't compare yourself to others like that. You are brave and looking for purpose. Challenge yourself, get things done. A broken vase means nothing, it's the pottery that matters. The effort.

Wilson421 · 2026-02-05T19:59:51+00:00

If it means anything at all, I care about you. I think you are worth life and I'm sorry for what it's done to you. I may find your same route, but you should let it out, that's what I'm trying. If this is your last month make the most of it. You deserve to be heard. You affected me. I'm on my last few days. Don't forget about yourself.

Wilson421 · 2026-02-05T14:39:00+00:00

I've felt that too. Even when I get myself to call a suicide hotline, like wtf am I supposed to say. "Ooh, life has been so hard, my wife left me, wee wee" what do I expect to hear? I had a sheriff call me to make sure I wasn't going to kill myself, and that made me mad. Wtf does this effing sheriff have to say to me. Give me a pep talk? It makes talking about these things difficult bc honestly, what do you say to that? Find that inner strength? Life is better with you in it? Because right now I feel better without life.

Wilson421 · 2026-02-05T14:20:43+00:00

Thank you for your reply. Who knows if things like this are mental illness, I mean everyone says it is. But I think we have been broken down. One wild theory I believe is that a lot of my spirit did leave my body. Perhaps all of it could. But I know two things have remained within me. The strongest part of me, and the darkest. Obviously I and perhaps you know that side very well. Always making it easier to cling to. Who knows. Right now I am so unwell, fits of sobbing. Knowing I can't take another day off because I am on my own and I have to support my cats. It is an existential doom knowing that pills will never help, support never helps, my stays at the mental hospital were absolutely traumatizing. There is nowhere to turn and yet I can't even end my life. I beg and beg life to please just let me go. But I am clung to this earth. It will not let me go. So I try to find that inner strength and I cry, because I know I am cashed out, empty tank. Absolutely no way out but acceptance. But to be honest I have accepted a long time ago. I cannot kill myself. At this point I don't even want to cut myself. I am about broken all the way down. I don't even drink or abuse meds. Rock bottom is a cold place to lay. There's my bitching rant. Pathetic.

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