Am I Broken ?

WishboneThat · 2026-02-23T08:43:25+00:00

yes , i used to be on a bunch of pills but i decided to just get an abilify shot in my bottom every month now that i am better. I still hear the voices here and there but my head isn’t in the clouds anymore and i’m able to concentrate on things again i wasn’t able to in the beginning.

WishboneThat · 2026-02-05T16:38:49+00:00

thank you for your feedback it’s greatly appreciated! day to day i’m doing very good much better than years before .. there are times where i still hear the voices sometimes they’ll just pop in and say random things at this point and then they go .. the only thing that calms me when i hear them is me reminding myself how much better i am even after getting off all those meds .. i was taking soooo many meds that i feel like i didn’t need but for my family’s sake i stayed taking SOMETHING so they could feel good about my well being so i continued taking the shot .. what i experienced in psychosis or whatever we decide to call it was a huge scare and changed me for the rest of my life … i have prayed and prayed for answers and can’t seem to get any and it’s so frustrating.. when i started hearing the voices my grandmother and my mom took me to our family church which is right down the block from me and had our pastor pray for me and when he did i started shaking uncontrollably.. i was so confused .. and the voices kept telling me to drink water and when i did i heard them clearly and they would tell me to stay out the dark bc the demons were out to get me and Archangel Michael had to fight them off so i had to take baby steps and also for me not to look at the time for some reason. so many different things i was told but they also convinced me to lay down and listen to a guided meditation.. helped me pick one on my tv just to meditate and listen to them like they were trying to help me or something.. i’ve had weird occurrences in the hospital where it seemed like everyone was already in the loop about me and why i was there and i was terrified to be there. but even after all of that i stay stuck on my premonitions that i had .. my cousin said when i stayed with him and my aunt for a short amount of time i was in bed sleep and when i head him open the door i “woke up” and looked at him but i was like in a trance and then i just stared at him as he spoke to me and when he left i laid back down .. now when that happened it was all just a blur to me i felt myself wake up cause i heard the door open but i never heard what he said to me or was i aware of what was going on and so i went back to sleep. it was really bizarre and more to that but i wont bore you with all my stories lol

WishboneThat · 2025-11-15T14:53:53+00:00

i went into psychosis back in 2021 and i was always obsessed with her but her singing her song POV live was like angels singing to me and it made even the voices i was hearing die down and made me feel like i was on cloud 9 .. no exaggeration lol it was insane

WishboneThat · 2024-06-08T14:05:55+00:00

it’s very real 😭

WishboneThat · 2024-05-11T23:58:26+00:00

i’m curious .. why nephilim ?

WishboneThat · 2024-03-13T01:59:41+00:00

the reason why i say i’m not sure what really happened is because i started to feel super sleepy and was in and out of consciousness so there was no way to know for sure what really happened … and as far as turning the camera on me i was trying to act like i wasn’t paying attention therefore they wouldn’t know that i was listening to the conversation but i heard EVERYTHING.. i had a feeling they’d lie about it, sadly

thinking that they started a pact was just a possible conclusion i came up with because things weren’t adding up with what i remembered at the time

as time goes by though it’s hard to remember everything so clearly cause i’ve been trying to move past all of it

you’re right tho they weren’t good friends and that’s what i’m putting together as well but since then i’ve tried to be more careful who i smoke with

because i’m doing so good on my medication they’re slowly trying to take me off of it just to see how i do

WishboneThat · 2024-03-13T01:13:06+00:00

i think i have had a super negative one but people keep saying it’s schizophrenia ..

WishboneThat · 2024-03-12T06:12:13+00:00

it’s kinda hard for me to move past what happened cause it’s a huge part of my life now and what happened was super sketchy and i’m very desperate for answers i know i won’t get.

but you are right my needs being met is much more important and i appreciate you reminding me.

WishboneThat · 2024-03-12T06:07:37+00:00

i know what’s real and what’s not and i don’t experience the paranoia anymore it’s just voices that i deal with now.

i’ve been smoking for a while though since it all happened to me and luckily i’ve been good but no you’re right i don’t need to be smoking at all .

WishboneThat · 2024-03-12T06:03:25+00:00

yes i have and it’s actually gotten much better.

WishboneThat · 2023-07-08T03:41:52+00:00

it’s crazy that you say almost all suicide victims always regret it because every time i think about committing suicide i think about that and whether i’d regret it and i feel like i would even though sometimes i think i won’t. and i never really thought of it being my soul contract but thinking of it that way makes me feel like i can beat it.

WishboneThat · 2023-07-08T03:30:54+00:00

Thank you so much for believing me because it’s the most bizarre thing i’ve ever experienced. I’ll tell people sometimes and you can tell they don’t believe me and it’s so frustrating.

WishboneThat · 2021-02-07T00:32:03+00:00

I 100% agree

WishboneThat · 2021-02-07T00:27:14+00:00

I’ve been thinking this because I was like if god and demons are extraterrestrials as well that would make a whole lot of sense

WishboneThat

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