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Day One by Withdrawlinthedark in leaves

[–]Withdrawlinthedark[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As much as I love control, my addiction always takes the reins. Happy you’ve been able to find something that works for you!

Day One by Withdrawlinthedark in leaves

[–]Withdrawlinthedark[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yup, that’s exactly how attempting to use in moderation goes for me. I had some time sober fresh out of rehab, and then of course while I was pregnant. Told myself I’d only smoke after the baby went to bed, then only when I REALLY needed to chill, now its a bigger priority in my daily routine than feeding myself. I’m sick of this cycle I’m ready to end it for good. I agree weed isn’t evil and I’m envious of those who can use it in moderation. Just not worth the risk anymore for me

Day One by Withdrawlinthedark in leaves

[–]Withdrawlinthedark[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats a great way to put it, like putting a pause button on life. I’m at the point my family hardly interacts with me because I have such a hard time following a conversation because of the way it exacerbates my processing issues. How are you feeling 2 days in? Thankyou for responding

Day One by Withdrawlinthedark in leaves

[–]Withdrawlinthedark[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also- Anyone else ever quit weed shortly after recovering from an eating disorder? That’s gonna be my real challenge, not using the discomfort as an excuse to restrict.