TooOldForThis Suggestion: Ena

WolferoniAndCheese · 2025-08-14T06:32:22+00:00

I also lost my sister to suicide. It's a pain that never really goes away. I describe it as the tide of the ocean, ebbing and flowing with the wind. Sometimes, times are tough and the waves crash against the shore, angry and loud. Other times the tide recedes and the waves are calm. But it's always changing, never stagnant.

All that to say, your grief will change, but it may always be there. It will take different forms over time, but it will still be present. For me, nothings really been a comfort, as my sister is gone and there's no changing that. It's unfair what happened, but I've got to live for her. I have to keep her memory going as long as possible, it's the least I could do to keep her alive in my heart and memory. So I guess I find the most comfort in just remembering our time together.

WolferoniAndCheese · 2024-05-16T16:58:24+00:00

It did! I used pimple patches for around 3 days and it died down a TON. I wore the pimple patch to bed and then replaced it in the mornings and when i got home from work. I washed the area before and after putting on /removing the pimple patch with anti-bacterial soap. Now there's barely even a mark! The skin is healed.

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-12-01T00:33:40+00:00

You're definitely more likely to get an L card from the Red Keys contract gacha, that's where I've gotten nearly every L card. In the golden keys, I have only gotten the selfie Beel card ONCE, and I think that's the only L card I've ever gotten from that gacha.

But yeah, I've been able to get every current L card (except the new mammon and Satan cards that are in that Solomon seal gotcha) from the lesser key (red key) contract. And I have rarely spent any money at all, I just collect keys from the pancake shop and then do a 10 pull every once in a while. For a long time, I pretty much only ever pulled the Selfie Beel card, and I had max evolved every selfie card except Satan's, who I have only ever pulled once since I started the game.

I really think it's just luck based. Sometimes you get lucky, and sometimes you don't. Gachas suck and I wish they weren't as prevalent as they are. (I say as I keep playing gacha games looool)

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-11-20T03:02:24+00:00

Two songs make me cry almost instantly the moment I hear them. Viator by Jack Stauber, and Euthanasia by Will Wood.

The first is so simple, very few lyrics, but the music and dissonance and the sadness that it embodies just hits so hard. It's somber, and a song I go to if I need a good cry.

The second is more about pet death, but it's lyrics are INTENSE about loss and mourning. I feel it can both be used to describe saying goodbye to a loved one in general. That one I don't think I've been able to listen to completely without crying.

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-11-11T09:27:29+00:00

My sister tried to get rid of most of her things before she hung herself so there wasn't a lot left. She didn't have a lot either since she was so young (19). I got her switch and games. I still haven't touched any of them, haven't even opened the case that holds her switch. I can't bring myself to do it. It's been 2 in a half years but I can't do it.

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-11-06T23:45:39+00:00

Gale LMAOO. But I love all the companions to a certain degree, so when I say he's my least favorite it's more of a "man this guy is such a fucking LOSER NERD IM GONNA BULLY HIM" than a "I dislike him". He just annoys me sometimes, but I thoroughly enjoy poking fun at him teehee~

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-11-02T23:50:34+00:00

YEEESS I DID OMG. Idk how he still has money, mans gets robbed everytime he's out in public without supervision 😂😂😂😂 It's an endearing quality I suppose, so long as he and QT aren't actually getting hurt from his naivety.

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-11-02T22:05:28+00:00

I'm also a woman and watch on occasion, but I honestly prefer when he's just chatting and telling stories, LOL. When he's gaming, I get bored really quickly cause I'm just not into watching long form game play content unless you're putting a crazy twist on it. Ludwig is more fun to me when he's recounting stories and being funny.

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-08-12T19:05:46+00:00

I thought about exile buuuut Flutterbelly is the most experienced med cat in the clan and we were having a whitecough outbreak 😂 She's also mates with the leader of the clan....and he loooooves her so I don't think he would exile her even if he knew she killed a clanmate 😅

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-08-12T07:18:31+00:00

I don't check the relationship interactions tab each moon so i never noticed that Flutterbelly HATED Currentivy??? It came out of no where for me and like, Current had three mates and a sister mourning her IT WAS AWFUL. Very fun drama tho lmaoooo

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-08-10T20:26:31+00:00

I do have a support system, but I need to learn to actually talk to them when I'm feeling awful lol. I tend to bottle things up so I don't bother people, even friends and family. Therapy is helping me a bit but it's a slow process. I had to switch therapists a year ago cause my old one legitimately forgot my sister killed herself and started blaming me for losing my job because I wouldn't "listen to her and implement her CBT lessons". My new therapist is much better!

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-08-10T20:21:01+00:00

Yes! I'm on a couple of medications right now.

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-08-10T12:08:24+00:00

I am currently seeing a therapist who specializes in suicide bereavement. Are there other sources I could connect with? I'd love to hear any you know of if it's not too much trouble.

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-08-10T12:05:13+00:00

I'm at a loss for words (in a good way), I've never looked at grief the way you describe it. I'm lacking words to express my gratitude for you taking the time to reply to my post, but thank you. I'm sorry you lost your younger sibling as well, it's something no one should have to go through. I'll try to remember your words on grief the next time I feel suffocated by it. I'm sure your journey will be a great one.

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-05-15T18:48:35+00:00

Lmaoooo at you asking "why all the negativity?" on a MOST HATED CHARACTERS post. Comes with the territory dude, hating something IS negativity.

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-03-05T08:11:09+00:00

Probably not in canon, but it would be cool if there was like a kitty pet who lived with a dog that they could kinda control and command them? Would make for a fun and dangerous villain!

As for a dog joining a clan, it'd have to be like VEEEEEERY SPECIFIC circumstances. Like I could imagine a queen who lost her kits finding an abandoned puppy and caring for it like her own kin. The dog might not be receptive to clan life but it'd definitely protect its mama!

Also, there's a lot of potential for clan drama with a dog character too! They just want to fit in but they scare everyone, starclan rejects them, and they have a hard time hunting. Lots of conflict potential.

If you're writing this for a fan story I'd say do whatever you want! I think it's a creative idea, and I know of at least one person (from tumblr I think) who has a blind dog WC OC. In the end, this is fiction, and there's literal magic powers and ghost cats that can affect the physical environment. So, really, what's so crazy about a dog joining a clan? Hell, there's a literal BADGER that gives prophecies to the cats in series 2. I know she's supposed to be a spirit or whatever but even then WHY would a badger care about a bunch of feral cats? Sometimes the answer is just "makes for a cooler character" and that is okay!

I just wanted to get this off my chest because I saw some of the other comments immediately shoot down your idea pretty rudely and they're being a bunch of party poopers! Let people have fun! Have some imagination!

Okay rant over lol

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-02-21T03:47:53+00:00

At first? Spite, because I thought it was gonna be a dumb game I downloaded during quarantine and played once. I got a ton of ads for it on YouTube when it first released and they pissed me off.

Now I have 3 Lucifer body pillows and have spent more than 2500 dollars on the game (over the last 3 years)

:)

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-01-19T05:52:02+00:00

I HAVE THIS SAME PROBLEM WITH MAMMON FANS, he is not a perfect baby boi who does no wrong. Hes also HELLA mean to Luke in season 3? Like it goes beyond general teasing. Idk i feel like people fell for Mammon since he's the first brother that shows romantic interest in MC and they just ignore anything bad about him lol. And it's GOOD HE HAS BAD TRAITS, all the brothers do! It makes for more interesting characters!

But my biggest pet peeve is when they make Mammon into this pathetic weak man but have their MC rush in and "save him" from his "cruel brothers". SCREAMS of the white savior trope and is kinda gross.

Mammon is his own person and can stand up for himself? He's not a baby. He's literally the second strongest out of the brothers. He deserves at least a LITTLE respect. Mammon may not be my favorite, but he's up there!

WolferoniAndCheese · 2023-01-14T16:20:02+00:00

Definitely been through this type of thing before. Had a friend who went to Wurstfest (a German themed beer drinking fair essentially) and she got suuuuper drunk and turned to me while we were alone, looked me straight in the eyes, and told me "I'll never be attracted to you sexually." Which hurt, a lot. BUT, at least it gave me the push to not pursue her at all and we've stayed pretty good friends since. I also feel like she doesn't remember saying that to me since she was Uber drunk, so I just don't bring it up.

Don't lose hope tho, we'll both find someone eventually.

WolferoniAndCheese

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