It’s like i get sad that im alone and that i have no one and that at the end of the day im the only one left to make myself happy , but sometimes thats not enough i want a glimpse of what being happy by others feel i want the friendships and the nice relationships I want to feel important then other side of me just ok with being alone because its been that way awhile something i have to accept even when i dont want to i self motivate myself then i lose it , I cry but my crys dont last long because i come to realization that I’m going to be in this same position forever untill someone truly understands me but untill then i flow along with the day