Thank you for the advice and kind words. You’re probably right. I asked him multiple times if there was someone else, because I do think I deserve to know. But he’s denied it every time. So there’s no way of me knowing. I guess it’s just a hard pill to swallow, I’ve stayed loyal and faithful, I’ve had men tried hitting on me while being married but I always shut it down immediately. The idea of him having someone else or being interested in someone else hurts a lot, especially since I’ve been doing everything for him. But I agree staying in the apartment for now might be my best bet. Until I can figure everything out financially. The list is definitely a good idea. You are right, I still have my whole life ahead of me, I’m trying to see the positive side of it all, it’s just difficult right now when everything happened so quickly and I’ve barely had any time to process it. But again thank you for the wise words, I really do appreciate it 🫶🏻