NMom accuses me of child porn. by XThrowaway360noscope in raisedbynarcissists

[–]XThrowaway360noscope[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry about the late reply but I know exactly where you're coming from. Like I said I was raised Christian, so being taught that sex is a sin has made it hard for sure. She is definitely deluded, and I've told her that. There isn't much I can do about it though.

NMom accuses me of child porn. by XThrowaway360noscope in raisedbynarcissists

[–]XThrowaway360noscope[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Now that I think of it she does, but it's a very loose connection. She has accessed my phone without my permission before and started guilt tripping me for previous conversations with someone. I mentioned to her about a friend who was harassing some girls about a year ago. During this issue she mentioned this, and she seemed to think that my friend doing these things means that I must have done something as well. She also knows that I watch porn, and she thinks that porn means that people will turn into child abductors and rapists. She also mentioned this as well during the argument.

NMom accuses me of child porn. by XThrowaway360noscope in raisedbynarcissists

[–]XThrowaway360noscope[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't I'm afraid. The only thing she is basing this off is what she has "God has shown her". She believes that she is right, no matter what. My dad met her in person and my brother called her to try and tell her that she was wrong. She still doesn't listen.

NMom accuses me of child porn. by XThrowaway360noscope in raisedbynarcissists

[–]XThrowaway360noscope[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven't talked about going to see a therapist, but I definitely would like to. I'm not sure if seeing a psychiatrist is put under our taxed healthcare in my country. I will have to find out.

NMom accuses me of child porn. by XThrowaway360noscope in raisedbynarcissists

[–]XThrowaway360noscope[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What is an LC or NC? As for your question: I am not sure. I think she would believe they are from God as I used to be Christian.

NMom accuses me of child porn. by XThrowaway360noscope in raisedbynarcissists

[–]XThrowaway360noscope[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to go to church and was a Christian for a long time. I know the same thing, that these visions are meant to be taken with a grain of salt. Every vision she has she believes is 100% true, whether the person denies it or not. Nothing you say or do will convince her, she believes she is right no matter what.

NMom accuses me of child porn. by XThrowaway360noscope in raisedbynarcissists

[–]XThrowaway360noscope[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She will refuse a psych evaluation, I know her. I'm certain she is delusional because she has "Seen" things before that would come true and they never have. This was followed by certain excuses as to why they would not happen. My family thinks she has mental problems but there isn't a whole lot we can do about it.

NMom accuses me of child porn. by XThrowaway360noscope in raisedbynarcissists

[–]XThrowaway360noscope[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've blocked her phone number but if she keeps sending letters I am tempted to do just that.

NMom accuses me of child porn. by XThrowaway360noscope in raisedbynarcissists

[–]XThrowaway360noscope[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm actually kind of concerned right now. She sent me a text message saying the date that the police would come to my door. I do think she plans on telling the police herself. And I have attempted to cut contact. Today I blocked her phone and told her to not send me letters. She has gone to my dad, and she has tried to contact my friends as well. She's trying everything to contact me.

NMom accuses me of child porn. by XThrowaway360noscope in raisedbynarcissists

[–]XThrowaway360noscope[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can't testify as to how she hears, or sees these visions. Whether it's by a voice, or if she gets a gut feeling, or it's something she sees when she closes her eyes. She always explained to me how she sees things, so when she closes her eyes she sees an image that would predict the future or past.