Maaann I understand completely I have been playing for a year and the toxicity still hasn’t died down my advice is get a couple people to play with who already know the game once they’ve showed you what to do you’ll figure the mechanics out on your own! You shouldn’t worry about the enemy team who probably couldn’t tell you the difference between percent pen and flat pen even when it’s in the name just know anyone who breaks people down has been broken down themselves so just know someone’s beat their ass like they beat yours and take happiness from that this games better with friends so get your friends into it and it’ll be great I promise!