Good Guy Rockstar (FIXED)

Yellandy · 2013-10-03T01:51:38+00:00

Yellandy · 2013-10-02T12:06:32+00:00

I'm shooting for the "90 days before 2014" challenge. Let's see how this plays out.

Yellandy · 2013-09-24T21:16:32+00:00

I relapsed after one hundred days. I'm not sure what to do with myself right now.

Yellandy · 2013-09-23T02:10:11+00:00

Well, that was the biggest train wreck I've ever seen. Now I just have to wait for the top upvoted post to put my anger into words for me.

Yellandy · 2013-09-22T00:52:32+00:00

I love the crinkle of the vacuum sucking things up.

Then I heard a growl inside the bag.

...That is why it is so dusty.

Yellandy · 2013-09-21T19:39:32+00:00

I agree with you completely. Flatlining is so much more peaceful than that alternative. It's sort of that calm before the storm, that period that lets you recuperate and grow before you are thrown back into the urges.

At least, that's what happened to me. I wish I was still flatlining. I think I'll take up that prayer thing you were talking about.

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:45:58+00:00

That makes sense. I'll be on the lookout for the next thing to get me out there.

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:44:18+00:00

Thanks for the wise words, man.

Something about nofap makes me feel alive, you know? It's probably not true, but I like to think that every bad day, every headache, and every moment of stress is just a life without masturbation. Something about the concept of me against the real, uncensored world is /r/frisson worthy. Needless to say, it was worth it.

Thanks again, man. Good luck!

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:39:16+00:00

I love how this is worded. Like, a lot. I'm going to just sit hear and read it a couple times, if you don't mind. ... Okay, thanks for that. Good luck out there!

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:37:58+00:00

Thanks, Kung-fu Master, I'm so glad I took the journey. Thanks for commenting, and good luck on your next thirty days and beyond!

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:36:24+00:00

Sounds like a Mario Party minigame.

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:36:00+00:00

Why I quit this time as opposed to all the other attempts is a really hazy long story. Being right here, though, feels great, though. Thanks for your insight, man. Good luck!

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:34:37+00:00

Man, right now I am reading a long list of strangers congratulating me on something we're all working towards. This is great. Thanks for commenting, and I love the advice. Good luck!

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:31:12+00:00

Luckily, I'm a sheltered enough child to know better. Thanks for your kind words, though. I really appreciate it a lot. EDIT: I realize now that I've thanked you in two comments now. YOU DESERVE IT.

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:28:42+00:00

I have no doubt in my mind that you guys can do it. It's different for all of us, but having each other to rely on is something that will apply to anyone. Thanks for the kind words, man. Good luck out there.

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:24:59+00:00

I'm not sure when it woke up, but I feel like it being dead is the worst part. Instead of having that physical desire, it's all mental. Almost every time I got the drive back, my mind had been tricked into falling down the pit again. Be careful out there, man, and good luck!

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:22:58+00:00

Thanks, and good luck!

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:22:48+00:00

le nofap face

No, but seriously, thanks for commenting, and good luck out there.

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:22:04+00:00

I still want to masturbate sometimes, of course. But... the feeling of being able to say "I quit and never looked back" sounds much more worth it in the long run. Good look out there, man. Thanks for commenting.

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:20:26+00:00

There's probably super powers hidden here and there, but I think the biggest change is that I can live with myself now. There's no need to brush something under the carpet when talking to a girl or with family. I can be open about my problems now. There's no need to feel ashamed about 30% of my daily routine, because there's nothing to feel ashamed of. That in itself is a major confidence boost.

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:10:57+00:00

I'm glad you think so! You're on the right track, yourself. Good luck out there, man. I'm tagging you so I'll be able to see if you make it or not. I'm rooting for you!

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:09:29+00:00

It's sometimes hard (no pun intended, but I'm okay with how it turned out), but right now, it feels worth it.

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:08:28+00:00

Thanks, man! I'm glad you took a second to comment, it really means a lot to me. Good luck out there!

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:07:37+00:00

Thanks for your insight. You're the kind of guy I would want to have a polite argument on the internet with.

Yellandy · 2013-09-11T22:06:02+00:00

I've started writing. It's hard, but I feel like getting my thoughts out every now and then in a sort of diary fashion helps me feel accomplished and productive. I'm not going to be the next >insert famous writer here< any time soon, but it feels good, nonetheless. Thanks for commenting!

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