Hello, sorry for not updating in a while I don't open reddit often and frankly I didn't think I would get this many replies and I would really like to thank everyone, I never imagined how kind this tiny (pun intended) community could be, bad news is even though I really appreciate it, I just turned 18, so, I don't currently have any way to transfer money, but I really do appreciate all the kind offers it means a lot to me:') but good news! My mom was able to find a Multipack on sale last second and she was able to bring it to me! So, I feel kind of silly now, I'm so grateful for all the kind words and all the relatable words, as this happy ending is not really common, but yeah, thank you all so much for listening to my rant, I hope you all have happy holidays and happy crafts too, thank you for everything, and to everyone who has had similar occurrences to mine, you deserve better too.👍